Monday, February 19, 2007

Boring Day


Tido kul 8 pagi arini... bangun dah kul 1.30.. layan Lord Of The Ring nye pasal. 2 ari lepas, pegi umah Awie.. tuko2 cite.. dia sedut dari aku, aku sedut dari dia... bawak 2 HDD. Lama dah dok cari LOTR Trilogy ni.. kali ni baru dapat... ingat nak tengok satu cite semalam je... tp pg td sbb Lutpi tertido.. aku ngan Lokman je yg layan The Twin Towers tu. Aku da nengok.. tp nak nengok lagi.. cuma Lokman ngan Lutpi je tak penah nengok lagi LOTR neh. Tau2 bila lps abih The Twin Towers tu.. dia ajak sambung lagi Return Of The Kings :D lagipon sejam lg sebelum subuh... takkan nak tido.. so layan le kejap... tp biasa la. LOTR bukan cite biasa pendek2 2jam tu... ni mau makan dekat 3jam... gambo plak elok... DVD Rip nye, so.. okay la kan?

Bangun2.. tgk hp, ada msg Vaga.. well, dia kata dia makin okay. Aku senyum sorang2 dgn taik mata tak buang lagik tuh.. yeah, alhamdulillah. At least dia ada keyakinan dlm diri, kekuatan utk kembali or sumthin like dat.. biarpun sekelumit cuma. I'd be happy 4 her. Perpisahan.. sapa yg tak sedih.. tambahan bagi org yg kita rapat, kita sayang... seseorang yg kita rasa dia la yg paham diri kita dan kita rasa 'naked' dgn dia. Aku cukup risau dgn diri aku psl hal ni... tu sbb aku pk 2-3x kalo nak tulis apa2 pon utk nak balas kat Vaga... byk yg tak reti, byk yg salah..mmg careless jd title aku sejak dulu lagi. Apapon... aku lega sikit utk member aku ni skrg :)

Aku mcm biasa... tak buat apa2 sangat. Tunggu visa siap, if siap nak balik Dumyat.. then nak buat syahadah muaqatah... then nak terus daftar markaz lughah. Tanak tunggu dah... aku cukup malu skrg ni even nak tipon family... no way.. aku akan buktikan sesuatu utk diri aku sendiri...
Datang CC pon sbb aku dok menyedut 2-3 mende. Di samping anime.. aku cari software utk kegunaan sendiri... mcm Paint Shop Pro... converter... codecs... yg lambat sket tu, nak cari crack dia ler... kena rajin bukak2 sket.. disamping byk gambo2 yg tak senonoh kat banner2 tuh.

Naruto da kembali ke jalan asal cite... kali ni kuar di bawah season, Naruto Shippuuden, 001 - 002 ... so, aku terus amik la.. sebelum ni aku ingat nak kuar Kakashi Gaiden dulu.. rupanya takle. Ada dlm manga je gitu.. so arini aku sedut sket siri 217, nak tengok camne filler sebelum ni... kalo best aku akan terus mengundur. Manga 342 tak kuar le plak translation dia ni.. cuti raya cina agaknye :P Huhuhu!! Go go Naruto... !!

Caphiq tanya aku aritu masa tgh tengok Bleach... ".. mana yg anta suka.. Bleach ngan Naruto..? " aku jawab... Naruto. Sebabnye.. bg aku kalo org yg betul ikut cite ni satu persatu, ingat nama watak2, tau camne latar belakang citer watak dlm Naruto tu... mesti diaorg paham nye. Best la bg aku jalan cite dia ni... pandai betul org jepun wat cite.. w/p cite katun je, tp moral.. motivasi yg ada dlm cite tu sepatutnya org Islam ataupon melayu kat Msia ni bole tiru. Xdela nak layan jiwang atau katun lawak bodo sepanjang masa... Naruto ni bg yg nak tgk lawan je.. maka dia dpt ler enjoy lawan tu je, tp takkan dpt rasa apa yg nak disampaikan dlm cite tu. Kurang sket bagi org Malaysia... sbb ditanamkan persepsi bahawa Cartoon = Kanak Kanak ... tp otak aku ni mmg dah dibuat resolusi sejak remaja lagi bahawa... aku akan amik apa saja yg boleh mendatangkan manafaat kepada aku walau dalam apa keadaan sekalipon... biar positive ataupon negative... turnin it upside down, inside out.. as long it will give me a good turn out. Dengan syarat, tak menyusahkan org lain.. tak berdosa dan tak menyalahi undang2... hhmmm, masih diguna pakai sehingga kini... da nak masuk 30 tahun pon lagi sebulan :)

Esok aku nak pegi mugamma' ngan Lutpi, iA.. mintak2 bole la dapat iqamah aku tu tanpa ada masalah :) Abbas pon nak mai.... pehni, bole la aku wat urusan terjemahan Wadi ngan Mali tu... depa mesti tensen ngan aku yg wat keje lambat ni... apo nak wat, aku sendiri pon tak pegi safarah :P


Wish me luck...!!

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Day Of My Day

Aku sebenarnya nak masuk markaz lughah... nak kasi bahasa arab aku elok, sebab aku rasa mmg tak power langsung, malahan dah rosak B.Arab fushah aku ni... so, aku mmg tak suka balik dlm keadaan cemni... tambahan aku rasa xdpt nak qualify dgn budak2 lain yg dah balik tu... tu baru sesama Mesir.. tak termasuk yg dari Syria.. Yaman.. Madinah.. Joden.. Sudan... Msia sendiri... huhuhuh... diaorg mesti ada bahagian masing2. Terer nahu.. otak lekat power bab hukum hakam... hafalan quran... bahasa arab... ceramah... tapi aku? ho ho hooo.... tidak .. tidak... at least aku nak kuatkan bahasa arab... dan hafal quran lagi... hadis... insyaAllah... ada gunanya nnt... w/p slalunya aku pk, aku kurang berminat nak masuk bab2 mengajar ni... tp kalo dah org panggil, insyaAllah aku takkan tolak...

Tapi masalahnya... skrg ni aku melepak aje tanpa masuk mana2 markaz lughah! Pertama, aku cerewer gak.. nak Diwan. Tapi lambat le plak Diwan tu bagi respon.. aritu tipon skali.. pehtu senyap. Aku je yg tipon sana 2 - 3x ... ni dah senyap lama... jgn tibai duit aku kosong gitu dah le. Dan skrg ni aku da tekad nak masuk ke Nile... bio le.. kureng best sket pon... apapon, masuk dulu.. tengok camne :)

Tapi buat kali kedua TAPI... aku xmo daftar lagi kat Nile tu.. sebabnye, aku tak buat lagi syahadah muaqatah! Kalo aku daftar Nile... aku mesti ler kena ada kelas 5x seminggu... yg mana akan menyebabkan aku tak dpt nak balik Dumyat utk buat urusan. Kenapa? kalo korang nak tau... jarak antara Cairo ngan Dumyat ni adalah lebey kurang 300km... kalo balik mcm biasa tu, naik kenderaan awam.. samada bas, peugeot atau van... masa yg dikira secara kasar dari pintu ke pintu adalah selama 5 jam... tu abih atas jalan je. Tu baru sampai Dumyat.. nak wat urusan lagi kat kuliah tu, bukannye leh tentu nak siap ke tidak.. bukannye taktau arab buat urusan. Asyik bukroh2... aritu aku pegi pon dok bukroh2 gak... hal iqamah pon satu... jadi, takkan le aku nak balik gitu je... then kena dia kata takleh? aku nak patah balik mai Cairo gitu je balik? mmg keje tak cerdik la.. perabih duit dan tenaga je... dan mungkin org tanya, "Nape tak balik je skrg ni instead dok melepak je skrg ni?" .... jawapannye ada kat bawah ni :-->

IQAMAH as known as VISA ......... visa aku dah mati... jd aku mcm pendatang haram skrg ni.. err, separuh ler sbb urusan iqamah tu aku dah buat dan dikira separuh siap, sbb mokcik kat imigresen tu ada tulih sumthin kat passport aku, tanda gitu. Tp bkn dpt cop apa pon... jadinye, tak dpt ler aku nak kuar dari Cairo lagi secara rasminya. Sebenarnya bole je nak pegi mana2 pon... sukati la kan? tapi kalo tak kena check takpe la... katakan kena tahan dek polis? check iqamah takde? dah mati? tak siap? kene tangkap... masuk bawah tanah tu.... sapa susah? org lain? haa... mungkin... tp yg nak susah yg pertama tu, aku le... :P selama aku dok Mesir ni... bkn takde yg dah kena tahan dek polis yg mai check iqamah ni... dah banyak dah... kat Tanta... Zaqziq... Syoubra... dan mana2 lagi pon dah... ade ler pengalaman kena tahan dek polis.. yg mana aku sendiri takmo lalui gitu... heeee... takmo le... kot penjara jepun ke Australia.. takpe gak... kalo penjara kat Msia pon tak tahan... apatah lagi Mesir... baik la korang bayangkan mcm dok dlm kandang zoo yg penuh sesak... dan sila bayangkan lebih teruk lagi jika anda mampu atau penah dengar ttg keadaan penjara di sini... harap maklum.

Sinopsis aku wat iqamah nye.. cemnih... visa aku mati pd pertengahan bulan 12.. tp aku tak sedar... ujung bulan baru sedar... masa tu balik ke Cairo dan beraya kat sini... so, sbb cuti raya haji... tahun baru dan X'mas... maka aku pon ajak Lutpi pegi teman aku wat iqamah kat mugamma' tu, sbb aku tak penah pegi kat situ dan xtau plak camne nak pegi.. ehehe... itu adalah pada 8 Januari 2007 ... pendek cite... pada ari tu, aku pegi daftar... bayo denda lewat... dan serah borang tu sume.. dimana mokcik kounter tu kata... mai next week. Sesaknye kat sini korang bayangkan le mcm nak beli tiket bas kat Pudu masa dulu2 tuh.... gitu le, tp dengan kepelbagaian bangsa...hoho. Seminggu kemudian... aku pegi lagi ngan si Lutpi, tunggu punya tunggu dgn sesak tolak2 tuh... then mokcik tu ckp kat aku... ko nye file dari Dumyat tak datang lagi... mai next week... Ewaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ayat dia, punyala pendek... dengan aku dah abih masa sejam atas perjalanan naik bas tu... tak kira dengan tunggu bas lagi... tunggu kat mugamma' tu lagi... huhu.. tambah tolak untung kasar sume... kiranya 4 jam aku ngan Lutpi abih gitu je demi utk mendengar beberapa patah perkataan dari mulut mokcik tuh, then.. balik ke Asyir... THEN... aku jd malas dah... ape nekswik nekswik... aku tunggu 2 minggu kemudian, baru aku pegi..! Ha... pegi dengan harapan dah leh siap le neh.... beratur.. sesak2.. tunggu... kasi passport... haha... setelah aku berdiri dekat sejam lebey kat tiang celah2 org tu... aku nampak ade sorang pegawai polis pangkat tinggi gak le dari pak pak pacak tuh sedang memegang aku nye borang permohonan wat visa pelancong tu... dia dok pot pet kat pokcik dan mokcik yg dok wat urusan iqamah tu..sambil selak2 aku nye borang tu.. HAA... masa tu aku terkelip2... alemak! tu aku nye lah... ade problem ke? mati dahh... ahaks!! Aku pegi bitau Lutpi... then aku tunggu balik kat depan tu... tengok samada mokcik kat kaunter tu nak kata apa... Makcik tu panggey... dan kata... ko kena mai next week, sbb borang ko ni ada prob sket... ada qarar baru utk Maliziyyin... dan mokcik tu ada sebut psl amin daulah.. xtau la. Agaknya kena ada approval dari Amin Daulah dulu kot... Aku tanya balik, ada prob ke? Mokcik tu senyum sambil kata xde.. ha.. lega sket ati aku... w/p masa aku dan Lutpi sebenarnya dah abih lagi sekali dengan begitu je.... utk nekswik tuh~!

Jadi ni... aku masih dok tunggu visa aku la neh... arini dah 13 February 2007... korang leh caya tak? dah sebulan lebey aku tunggu utk wat visa :P

Hmmm.... gitu le cite aku.... dan skrg ni aku masih dlm mood down... dah le credit hp pon abih... uh uh... Moga Allah kasi aku jalan.... kena mintak neh...

Monday, February 12, 2007

Memori Medamitboy

Cemana aku nak mula pon taktau... blur sebenarnya, tapi nak tulis jugak.

Dalam 8hb February 2007 ... aku dapat msg dari Vaga... as usual, baru bangun tido ptg tu. Pegi ruang tamu... tengok hp.. ada msg... bukak, baca... sengal2 je mata... tapi terbeliak seketika bila tengok mesej dlm tu... Damit dah meninggal 2 minggu lepas! Terkedu aku... bio betul... lawak je kot.. ulang baca 2 - 3 kali.. otak jadi kosong tetiba... senyap kat situ sorang2 sambil dok perati msg tu. "Damit meninggal..?" tu je yg terkuar dari mulut aku time tu... terkebil2... agak dlm seminit dua... telan liur... aku pk tak mungkin Vaga nak buat lawak bodo mende2 cemnih. Lagipon di ulang baca msg tu, xde pon tanda2 lawak... atau trick ke hapa... mcm 'meninggal' kan tmpt ke gitu ke...
Aku pegi tepi tingkap... lekap dahi kat kaca tingkap sejuk tuh...senyap kat situ 2 - 3 minit... sambil otak pk mcm2... betul aku mcm tak percaya...

Then otak aku baru ingat balik msg Vaga sebelum2 ni... bimbangkan Damit... Damit menyepi lama... sms tak balas... call tak angkat.. forum takde... masa tu yg aku pk hanya, maybe Damit sibuk.. maybe dia ada sebab yg tersendiri... dan ketika tu.. aku rasa serba salah kat Vaga...

Aku masuk bilik mcm biasa... tapi otak aku betul2 asyik terfikirkan hal Damit... betul tak percaya... baring atas katil... dok dlm lihaf... psl Damit je yg di fikir, jauh di sudut hati... sedih.
Sememangnya aku ni bukan la org yg rapat ngan Damit... msg ngan dia pon tak pernah rasanya. Selama aku join amnet dulu dlm tahun 2003 kalo tak silap...tak banyak kali berbalas menjawab posting. Apatah lagi dgn Damit... time tu masa awal2... dia guna Medamitboy... cumanya, aku ni mmg rajin masuk amnet... 1st time berforum ler katakan. Tau2 dpt forum yg happy go lucky plak... ceria2 belaka forumers dia... tak reti sangat aku nak join... membaca aje lebey... Damit ngan Vaga ni siap aku pk mcm kapel la plak sbb keserasian diaorg nih... yelahkan, dgn lawak yg tak habih2 nye tuh... ceria betul amnet ngan dua org ni... kalo xde, org lain asyik bertanya aje... so, w/p aku tak bermsg ngan Damit... tapi aku rasa hepi ngan dia... rasa friendly... tak reti nak cakap kat sini.. tapi kalo korang penah berforum dgn kewujudan Damit nih... korang bole paham le apa yg aku rasa.

Malam tu.. baru aku hanto msg kat Lina... mintak confirmation... lepas beberapa jam.. Lina balas balik, dpt mende yg sama dari Ajipp dan minah... mmg dah tersebar. Lepas tu terus aku dpt msg dari Jack.. Cuker.. Kak Dens... Cuker siap tipon, tp xdpt nak ckp panjang sbb sora dgr tak jelas. Dan aku pegi tenet pd mlm tu.. utk nak masuk kat amnet.. yapz, Jack dah buat satu thread khas... jumpa dgn Lina kat amnet, YM dgn dia... Lina kasi web berita psl kematian KHAIRUL JAMIL BIN YUNUS ... yeah, he is Damit.. banyak rupanya yg aku tak tau psl si Damit... is it too late? hmmm.... more than that. Kelmarin, masa masuk amnet.. Jack pm aku.. kasi link2 yg berkenaan dgn hal Damit...thanx...

Aku cukup tak reti nak bereaksi ttg hal kematian.. aku penah spoilkan wajah gembira junior aku dgn berita yg tak sepatutnya ditanya begitu je... dan sebenarnya aku mmg amat bimbang dgn diri aku bila aku terima berita kematian dari org yg terdekat dgn aku... apatah lagi dlm keadaan skrg, jauh dari family... sesekali bila hati tak tenang.. risau.. aku telefon Msia... doa... tu je lah. Dulu masa kucing aku mati pon... aku menangis tak berenti... 3 hari straight aku monyok, tak lalu makan dan menangis... 4 hari selebihnya aku jd pendiam dan monyok. Umo 20 tau..! Tu baru kucing... bila Vaga sendiri yg maklumkan kat aku ttg kematian Damit... di samping aku terkedu, terkejut... aku sendiri tau.. Vaga lebih ada pengalaman dari aku dlm bab ni... dan aku xtau cemana dia berhadapan dgn perasaan sendiri dlm situasi ni... she's strong to me...

Apa yg aku fikirkan adalah.. Damit adalah seorang yg baik, setakat yg aku kenal dlm dunia internet... dia bukanla org yg suka kaco kehidupan org lain.. menyusahkan orang lain... atau menimbulkan masalah pd orang lain. Jika dia orang yg baik.. pasti ada balasan yg baik dari Allah. Jika dia menjaga hubungan dgn Allah.. pasti Allah akan jaga dia... aku yakin tu.

"Setiap yg bernyawa pasti akan merasakan kematian, kemudian kepada Kami engkau akan kembali" (Al-Ankabut 57)

Memang dah ditetapkan mcm tu... semua yg ada dlm alam ni pon menuju kemusnahan.. Allah sayangkan Damit.. amik dia pd usia yg muda... dan aku rasa dia amat bertuah. Ada banyak kawan2 yg amat menyayangi dia...

Dulu masa aku tanam kucing aku blakang umah.. sambil menangis berjurai2 air mata...
selama aku bersedih amat tu... aku xtau cemana nak lupakan... ease kan kepedihan dan kesedihan aku ni.. xde kwn2 yg paham.. sume asyik perli je sbb kucin mati... sakit ati.. tp tahan aje lah.. diaorg bkn paham camne perasaan aku bela kucin tu sejak kecik... camne nak berhadapan dgn tmpt2 yg aku bermain ngan kucing kesayangan tu.. kat katil.. kat depan TV.. kat dapo.. kat bilik.. kat tangga.. kat garage... last, aku doa... bila aku mati nanti... aku harap sangat nak berjumpa dgn dia dlm syurga... So, aku kena lah berusaha yg terbaik.. menjaga hubungan aku dgn Allah... tunaikan setiap tanggungjawab yg Allah berikan pd aku... supaya aku dpt jumpa ngan kucin aku nanti... nak mintak maaf dari dia...

Dan aku rasakan... disamping kita mendoakan kesejahteraan dan kebahagiaan orang2 yg kita sayangi yg dah pergi dulu... maka kita sendiri pon kenalah berusaha sebaik mungkin... utk nak jumpa dgn orang2 yg kita sayangi tu kat syurga nanti... :)

Disebabkan kedudukan kita ni bkn la terjamin lagi pon... sebab tu la kita kena sentiasa berusaha.. Allah tu Maha Adil... pasti ada balasan yg setimpal...

"Orang-orang yang dimatikan oleh malaikat dengan baik, sambil malaikat itu berkata: kesejahteraan atas kamu, masuklah ke syurga dengan amal yang telah kamu kerjakan" (An-Nahl 32)

Khas utk temanku Vagg... Aku harap ko dpt melalui satu lagi ujian dari Allah ni... laluilah hari2 yg mendatang dgn ceria.. Damit beruntung sbb ada kwn yg baik mcm ko... marilah kita sama2 berusaha yg terbaik supaya kita semua dpt wat gathering di tmpt yg baik nanti...

AL-FATIHAH UNTUK ALLAHYARHAM KHAIRUL JAMIL BIN YUNUS..

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Okay...

Alhamdulillah da masuk tahun 2007 ... harap ada banyak mende kita bole buat dengan lebih berfaedah... dan jangan lupa pk camne nak sumbangkan sesuatu utk kebaikan Islam setiap masa... w/p diri sendiri bukan la org yg baik tapi tu bukan alasan utk xmo buat sesuatu utk Islam... rite? :)

Lama dah aku tak menulis kat sini... macam mati dah sikit.. ehehehe... tambahan ngan aku ni kalo nak menulis kena ada mood dan takleh org dok usha2... maka itu la alasan nape aku tak tulih kat Dumyat... sbb dok dlm umah yg sentiasa ada pengunjung 20 jam sehari :D

Sekarang ni aku kat Cairo... Hayyu Asyir... datang sini sejak raya korban aritu. bape hb ye? 27hb Disember kalo tak silap aku... kalo silap, bitau la ye? ehehehe.. xco umah Perlis call soh turun gak sbb MB mai... so aku pon turun la.. kalo tak mmg da cadang nak raya kat Dumyat je ngan Abbas. Bila turun, kat umah Lutpi... sume org ada, janji nak turun raya Cairo... Wan, Ameq, Ali, Lokman, Mus'ab, Faiz, Amar, Faisal, Lutpi... so penuh la rumah tu... dan kami tak buat kuih apa pon... ketupat pon tak... cuma lps balik pagi tu je, dok.. bincang2... buat bihun :D makan sampai puas... ahaks!!

Ni dah 3 minggu aku kat sini... buat visa... mintak markaz lughah... visa aku pegi buat 2 minggu lepas... sebelum Lutpi xm... sbb aku xpenah pi kat situ. Punyala sesak ngan manusia... sume rebut2 nak mintak visa... mcm2 bangsa.. dari kulit itam, putih, kunin, koko... Israel pon ada, huhu... peh susah sket2, dia kata datang next week utk nak dapatkan cop tu lps dia luluskan borang permohonan tu... so tadi pg aku pi la ngan Lutpi.... lps bersesak2, pegi kaunter sana sini... last2 dia kata.. file ko tak sampai lagi dari Dumyat... datang next week... chet.. kira kalo nak campo ngan tu, mau dah nak masuk 3 minggu. Teruk betulla punya lambat... baik aku pegi lagi 2 minggu la.. larat ler asyik nak pi usha semata2 kelambatan depa aje.. huhu.

Tapi elok balik umah... lps solat asar... mokcik kat markaz Diwan call... katanya aku da bole start kelas next week... TAPI 2x je seminggu... dan kelas aku hanya 2 org... dan aku bayo 200 ... maka aku pon... AIKK?? 2x seminggu? aku ingatkan 5x seminggu mcm biasa.. rupanya ada la sumthin ni... maka aku ingat nak pi la sana Ahad atau Isnin ni utk nak pastikan sume. Kelas bila... berapa org...bayaran dan start ngan mustawa berapa... dan kalo still 2x seminggu, rasanya aku akan try daftar kat markaz Nile plak. Supaya tak ler rugi masa aku nnt... bio la 2 markaz lughah dlm 1 masa pon... korban la sikit duit dan masa yg aku bole... kan? :)

Aku sebenarnya segan nak tipon abah ngan mama sebelum aku dpt markaz lughah ni... satgi kena semboq plak... :D so, ni aku rasa lega skit dah... cuma ada lagi 2 benda yg belum settle... iaitu sijil muaqatah dan visa aku... ni je prob aku skrg... hmmmmmmmmm, aku kena pk jalan gak camne nak buat sijil tu.. kalo dpt muaqatah.. kata org lain xde hal sangat dah :)

Mintak2 gitu la... okaylah... aku da tulih skit kat sini... rasanya lepas ni aku duduk Cairo plak le... hmmm... pk2... mcm nak kuar aje la dari umah Dumyat tu... tengok la dlm bulan 3 ke nanti... ehe..

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Pertengahan Ramadhan

Pagi ni mcm biasa, sahur lagi 20 minit nak subuh... kalut mcm biasa... nasik lembik, telan jugak panas2 tu.. lagi laju ade la. Sempat perabih satu talam... minum ayaq... lepak jap.. azan trus. Solat jemaah kat umah dan trus mai CC ...

Kelmarin aku terdetik utk nak anto msg kat In ... dok jap je.. dpt msg balik, In balas... rupanya dia nak kawen 3 Syawal ni, ngan budak Penang, Hafiz namanya.. dia tak cite detail pun cemana budak tu leh kenal dia... cuma dia ckp dia keje kedai ngan mama.. so ada la kot yg nampak. Ntah le.. mesti ada lebey kan? Takpelah... aku rasa excited sangat :) In pun excited cite psl dia nye bakal hubby tu.. aku doakan la sesangat moga diaorg dpt disatukan dlm waktu yg ditetapkan tu.

Pk2... Amali nak kawen 4 Syawal ni... Munzir plak bulan 5 tahun depan...Wan da tunang ngan Intan, next year kawen la kot.

Btw.. aku ada tipon mama dua ari lepas... lama sangat aku tak tipon tuh. Actually aku malas nak bitau mama psl result yg tak clear sepenuhnya masa tasfiah tu. Kalo masa thn 3.. tu dah naik tahun la kan? tp bg tahun 4... tak clear lagi la sbb kalo tak clear lagi 2 madah tu, maksudnya aku kena ulang lagi next year dgn 2 madah tu jugak. Naya la. Tp alhamdulillah... lps hampir sebulan lepas tasfiah tu... diaorg bitau yg aku lulus.. so, setelah struggle selama 7 tahun. Akhirnya aku tamat jugak kat sini... datang pada 31 July 1999... nak balik... err.. tak tau lagi :D

Mama mcm biasa... cite2 masalah family serba sikit ngan aku... ade la sampai mama kata, " Tu la.. mama sampai bimbang Faiz nak kawen nanti... " Aku ckp balik... " ...takdak aaa, dulu Faiz pilih yg okay punya la.. jaga baby.. masak.. kemas umah.. bla bla bla... tp mende dah lepas.. dah la.." hehehe... apa nak wat, aku pun da tak trasa apa sangat... tu sbb aku target nak kawen 35.. bleh nampak tak apsal? Aku bukanla harap 35 tu baru nak kawen... maksud aku lagi cepat lagi bagus la... tp kiranya mcm 35 tu umo last la... mesti target utk kawen sebelum capai 36 le... :D insyaAllah.

Ok la... aku maybe lupa sesuatu... absent minded sungguh...

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Download Lagiii..

Semalam Mat misscall aku, trus tringat Hadi call aku ptg jumaat tu.. pesan aku balik Dumyat. Ada program DPM wat utk abg2 yg thn 4 utk majlis tamat pengajian gitu2 la agaknya. Bila aku call Mat balik... asyik xdpt dihubungi. Da tgh mlm, lps tengok cite Poseidon tu.. aku call Abbas tp Mat yg angkat... ingatkan nak soh balik. Rupanya nak soh aku stay cni lagi, bleh tulun bayo sewa umah.. ehe. Alamatnya da masuk 4 bulan la xbayo lagi ni.. baik sungguh tuan umah tu :) Pehtu Mat bitau.. "Pait~! Hang kena dok cni lagi setahun laaa..." .. aku tanya, bape madah? 1 ke 2? hehe... pehtu, dia jawab... "Sofi la.. mabruk, najah.. leh balik Msia!" ... hek hek.. Alhamdulillah, aku mmg sebolehnya nak dok cni lagi sekurang2nya lagi setahun. Tapi, bkn le dengan cara tak najah... dan skrg ni aku pun xtau camne nak wat supaya dpt stay lagi cni...

Beberapa hari lepas.. time nak berbuka, goreng ikan keli.. tau2 meletup sket.. minyak tu naik kat tangan aku.. mcm biasa aku sapu cepat2..tak bubuh minyak, tak sapu apa2.. just sapu kosong buang minyak tu.. mula2 merah2.. mlm tu siap makin kemerahan dan mula kering.. skrg ni kat atas tu ada mcm peta kecik :D tak sakit, tak pedih.. tp kalo tekan sikit.. rasa sakit 'sikit' la. Agaknya ada isi masak kot bawah tu.. aku la, bab meletup minyak ni da banyak kali kena kat cni.. paling teruk bila donat meletup.. huhuhu. Tu mmg kenangan power la. Masa awal kat cni.. dlm thn 2000 gitu, Mali wat donat, uli2.. then kami goreng.. tgh2 goreng tu.. tiba2 bole donat tu meletup.. ada 3 org dlm dapo kecik kat umah musallas tu.. aku, marwan ngan mali.. bayangkan le, minyak dlm kuali kecik tu tinggal suku.. donat tu terbang ntah kemana.. yg meletup tu plak berkecai2... hehe.. melecur abeh.. tp aku mcm kena sikit je.. actually byk le gak. Tp sempat sapu laju2... kesan dia mcm kurang sket berbanding Mali ngan Marwan.. alhamdulillah.

Semalam Rizal sampai umah.. dia nak stay dlm 10-14 hari aje tu.. pehtu balik Msia plak. Saja mai la kot. Dok surf tadi.. deqna msg, marah dia.. merungut, asyik2 dia aje kena msg aku.. kalo x, mau aku tak tego.. nak jawab pun, mcm dok beralasan aje. Tak jawab kang, jd lain plak.. so, aku pilih jelaskan le.. tp dia marah gak.. takpela deqna.. bukan xmo tego.. tp .. errr.. mcm alasan le plak... :P

Aku mai dgn niat nak amik perabih Cooking Master Boy siri 19 dan 20 tu.. Bleach 98 dan Naruto special.. tp malangnye Naruto tak kuaq lagi.. baru RAW.. geram la plak. Maybe esok datang, maybe tak. Sambil2 tu.. donlod la documentary King Cobra yg Mat gado sangat nak amik tu. Pehtu aku amik Wedding Crashers sama.

Uhmm... tangguh lagi... arini mcm mood mati le plak...

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Falling Into

Aku lepak umah semalam... tak kemana2. Mlm tadi lps xtau wat apa2 sangat.. xde budak2 tu, aku bukak la tengok rakaman video TDM dtg Mesir bulan February, 2006. Panjang jugak.. mau sejam lebey dia ckp. Masa awal2 tu orait aje dia ckp sume... cite psl pembangunan, penguasaan ilmu, ekonomi... tp bila termasuk dlm ayat quran sket, dia cuba nak hurai dari sudut pandangan dia (ni aku rasa la, sbb TDM ni mmg jenis pandangan sendiri, korang leh tengok la rakaman ni semula kalo nak pastikan) kat sini, aku rasa dia da jadi lintangpukang sikit. W/p ayat dia ckp tu tak lintang pukang.. tp makna yg diberikan tu adalah berserabut sgt. Dia hurai ttg persediaan kuda, memanah, berenang... kalo tu, hadis Rasulullah... kalo ayat Quran, dlm surah Al-Anfal : 60 :-

" Dan persiapkanlah diri kamu untuk menghadapi mereka dengan kekuatan apa sahaja yang kamu sanggupi dari kuda-kuda yang ditambat untuk berperang, yang mana dengan persiapan itu kamu akan dapat menggentarkan musuh Allah dan musuh kamu dan orang-orang lain yang kamu tidak ketahui tentang mereka".

TDM asyik dok kata yg kalo kita guna kuda pada zaman ni... abeh le.. mana bleh lawan ngan org lain... takkan nak berkuda.. nak ready panah dlm nak mempertahankan negara zaman skrg ni. Dan dia asyik ulang2 perkara ni dlm bentuk2 yg berbeza. Satu part.. dia ulas satu berita, psl sorang laki yg suka naik kuda kat KL rasanya.. bila ditanya, nape naik kuda, laki tu jwb.. 'sunnah nabi..' yg TDM ni bleh lak komen.. xkan le kita nak naik kuda aje? takkan sume apa yg nabi buat kita nak ikut.. kena ikut zaman la...

Hadoi laaa... senak otak aku dgr kata2 dia tu. Ni la akibatnya org yg berilmu tp jahil dlm bidang tu, tp nak bercakap jugak. Gini la natijahnya. Kenapa dia perlu susah payah hurai jauh2.. pelik2.. bkn budak2 tu tak penah dengar ayat quran tu dan huraiannya sendiri...
Ayat tu membayangkan persediaan kita dlm menghadapi musuh.. pd zaman tu, tentulah disebut kuda sbgai kenderaan... byk lagi sebenarnya pd zaman tu, takkan org naik kuda aje kot? Unta ade.. ye tak? Keldai ke.. baghal ke.. tp dipilih kuda sbb kuda time tu, the best.. byk kebolehannya mengatasi haiwan tunggangan lain. Tp pd zaman ni camne? kita da banyak pilihan terbaik.. lebih pantas dari kuda sume tu.. ada kenderaan dah... apa la susah sangat Che Det dok repeat mende2 yg boleh menyenakkan otak tu... just ckp ikut perubahan zaman.. sudahla. Dok komen seolah2 maksud ayat tu tak betul... seolah2 org yg naik kuda, blajar memanah, berenang sume tu mcm tak maju.. apehal? Sedangkan mmg buat sesuatu dgn niat utk ikut sunnah nabi dpt pahala tau...

Aku tengok TDM ni kalo dlm bab lain.. dia mmg best. Bg aku, dia ni mmg org terer ekonomi gak.. berani luah pendapat.. dan aku baru je tengok documentary MegaStructures, yg tunjuk pembinaan KLCC.. ada la impian dia tu.

Tp dah dia ni seorang yg berfikiran Islam Liberal.. terbuka.. dia ngaku yg dia x baca quran B.Arab.. dia baca quran BM.. BI ... sbb dia kata nak bagi paham... kalo kat bangsa arab, mesti la arab sbb dia paham arab... kalo kat melayu, mesti la bahasa melayu... huhuhuhu. Mudah nye dia punya pandangan... TAPI... BENARKAH BEGITU?

Jawapan aku... WRONG. Quran bukannya kita baca, w/p paham Arab.. leh paham buta2 gitu je. Kalau tak.. tak payah la Rasulullah jadi petunjuk teladan bagi para sahabat pd zaman tu. Itu la gunanya hadis2 Rasulullah yg jd sumber kedua bagi Islam. It's more than that kalo nak phm quran... bkn leh baca terjemah atau paham BA ... terus leh nak wat translation sendiri. Kalo ada ilmu sket psl Balaghah... Syair2 Arab.. paham nahu... insyaAllah akan paham, kenapa bangsa arab takjub dgn quran ni... dan kenapa dicabar utk mencipta lagi ayat atau surah mcm quran ni... ingat senang ke? Cabaran dari Allah tau... dah tu ingat mudah je ke nak baca quran terjemah tu kira leh paham dah. Huhuhuh... it's really really more than that!!

Byk sebenarnya leh sebut.. sbb al-quran sendiri adalah mukjizat.. dan ianya adalah mukjizat sepanjang zaman... bayangkan dah 1400 tahun dan musuh2 Islam dari pelbagai jenis bangsa dan agama still takleh lawan cabaran Allah ni..? KENAPA? itu le.. antaranya terkandung dlm baris2 ayatnya sendiri. Bagi bangsa arab pd masa tu adalah bangsa yg mmg terer bersyair. Malahan syair2 arab ni berlonggok2 skrg ni, bkn syair zaman skrg.. tp syair dulu2 tuh. Syair zaman jahiliyyah.. zaman Islam... tak terhitung banyaknya syair2 ni.. dan org arab mmg akan hafal jugak syair2 ni... sbb tu kalo anda belajar bahasa Arab... takkan terlepas dari mempelajari syair arab... why? ni adalah budaya diaorg sejak dulu. Kepandaian bangsa arab sejak dulu. Kemahiran diaorg... kebanggaan diaorg. Bila hepi diaorg bersyair, kalo marah diorg bersyair, kalo nak puji diaorg bersyair, kalo sindir pun bersyair, sedih bersyair.. bercinta buat syair. Dan kalo baca syair2 diaorg ni.. mmg akan menusuk kalbu jika anda dpt paham satu2 bait tu... fuuh.. dan bukan mudah nak paham sesuatu puisi.. betul tak? even dlm BM yg SPM tu pun kita lintangpukang kalo nak suruh huraikan sesuatu sajak. Apatah lagi dlm Arab yg lagi luas bahasanya. Cuba la korang cari satu sajak... pehtu huraikan... dah hurai satu persatu baris... then baru check apa intipati sebenar yg cuba disampaikan oleh penulis tu.. tengok, takat mana betul. Then pk balik.. tu baru BM.... kalo BA.. tau le. Takjub ooo....

Org arab sendiri buat lawan2 syair2 yg terbaik akan di tempek kat Ka'bah... bangga gila aaa dpt tepek kat Ka'bah pd zaman tu... dan diaorg ni, masa dengar quran tu.. terus takjub. Dan diaorg tau bukan Rasulullah yg buat benda ni.

Zaman2 berlalu.. ulama'2 Islam yg masyhur byk gak yg menulis kitab2 tafsir.. dan kitab2 ni bukan le mcm terjemahan Al-Quran tu...dia jauh lebih mendalam lagi ... kalo anda rasa nak paham sket ttg quran ni, at least boleh la belajar dari kitab tafsir ni.. dia ada huraian satu2 ayat atau tajuk. Ada yg lengkap dgn makna2 perkataan, dari sudut nahu nya, sudut balaghah nya, sebab turun ayat, bila.. dan kitab2 tafsir ni bukanla sebuah buku aje, malahan berjilid2.. satu2 jilid pulak beratus2 muka surat. Antara yg famous mcm Tafsir Ibnu Kathir, Tafsir Qurtubi, Tafsir A'dzim, Tafsir Fi Zilal Quran... byk lagi. Mmg seseorang yg mampu pegang quran.. dan hurai gitu aje, mmg hebat. Mcm Syeikh Sya'rawi... dia buat kelas pengajian tafsir al-quran, pegang quran sebelah tangan.. baca sebaris dan dia hurai dgn begitu mendalam. Hebat ilmu dia.. Bukannya mcm kita ni yg baca quran dlm BM ke BI ke... atau BA sekalipun, tanpa ada ilmu2 yg lain tu .. terus je nak kasi huraian sendiri. Lain la if ada sandaran dari sumber2 yg dipercayai...

Tu pun diaorg beristighfar... mohom keampunan banyak2 dari Allah, if apa yg dihuraikan tu adalah terpesong, biarpun sekelumit. Tp if bole menyebabkan pkran org terpesong dari lari dari maksud sebenar ayat tu.. diaorg cukup takut benda tu terjadi. Tapi... wujud pulak makhluk2 yg selamber derk je hurai ayat quran ikut pendapat sendiri tanpa ada ilmu2 yg sepatutnya... berani betul.

Jadi.. aku amatlah menggalakkan, kpd kawan2 aku... yg nak memahami Quran, ayat2nya.. belajar la melalui kitab tafsir Al-Quran ni... cari la kelas2 pengajian yg ada mengajar kitab2 tafsir ni. Ingat tau... bukan terjemahan quran yg dok kat umah kita biasa tu.. :) Setau aku mmg merata dah org dok ngajar kitab tafsir ni.. kat masjid2 pun ada rasanya. Antara sebab kenapa ada sebilangan kecil org2 Kristian yg kata dah baca quran.. tp rasa xde mende pun, adalah antara puncanya diaorg tak memahami quran tu dari sudut2 ilmu yg perlu ada tu la. Korang takkan leh paham quran tu seketul2 gitu je... sedangkan ianya diturunkan selama 23 tahun!! Kalo gitu mudah la kan... dah lama turun seketul gitu aje.

Saranan aku kepada kawan2 yg bukan Islam, yg cuba nak paham intipati quran.. sila la cari kitab2 tafsir dari ulama2 yg dikenali tu, contohnya mcm Tafsir Ibnu Kathir tu.. study la Ulum Quran.. utk nak tau sejarah quran mendalam. Bukan sejarah tarikh2 ye.. tp bagaimana quran diturunkan, cara... dihuraikan dgn panjang lebar. Really benefits you. Cari Ulum Hadis.. if nak paham ttg keadaan hadis.. bagaimana nak kategori hadis, ada berapa, syarat, sifat... dan mcm2 lagi dgn lebih mendalam. Ni tak termasuk la menghafal nama2 perawi tu sume..

Uhmmm.... aku nak tulis mende lain sebenarnya... tp pagi tadi da aku nengok TDM nye rakaman tu... terus plak tulis. Lagipun mmg da lama aku niat utk nak tekankan bahawa perlunya mengaji kitab tafsir ni if nak paham intipati quran ni... sekadar baca gitu aje.. tanpa ilmu yg cukup... it won'nt go any further. Bukan nak lekehkan yg korang baca dlm BM tu... kira bagus sangat la kan ada keinginan nak baca terjemahan tu dgn niat nak paham ayat quran. Maksud aku if korang nak paham lebih... if tak paham sesuatu huraian.. sbb quran ni kan mukjizat... emm.. aku da terang kat atas sana nun... yg tadi tu le...

Yeah.. korang leh paham maksud aku kan? kalo xleh... sila la komen.. dan bitau kat mana yg tak jelas... aku try bantu setakat yg mampu.... aku bukan terer sangat pun.

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Lama Aku Tangguh Ek?

Pagi ni aku mmg nak mai CC ... lagipun mmg xbesh dah dok kat umah tadi.. kelmarin pun da nak mai.. tapi dok teragak2. Time nak tido plak, diaorg tu dok bising sembang ngan bukak computer tu kuat2.. isk... ntah kul bape aku lelap.. kul 7 agaknya, tu pun lepas sejam dok bergolek kiri kanan atas bawah atas katil tu. Pagi tadi, Abbas balik pun da kul 2.. aku try nak baring, tp xlelap, so bangun masuk tandas, solat, balas msg, tau2 Abbas muncul kat tingkap... da balik... pehtu borak2 dua org.. psl hp..psl memory card.. dkt kul 3 aku masuk bilik, ingatkan si Lokman da tido, rupanya dia layan cite Rats plak. Sebelum kuar bilik awal tu tengok dia ngan Lutpi layan cite Dracula tu kejap... tp Lutpi layan utk nak wat kasi lelap mata aje... ending Rats tu xbesh la.. sepatutnya kalo pompuan tu da jatuh dlm 'kolam tikus' tu.. mengikut jalan cite yg sebelum2 tu, sapa2 yg kna attack tikus2 ni.. sah2 mati... tp pompuan tu berada dlm 'hurungan tikus' yg melampau banyaknya tu ada la dlm 30 saat... just luka sket2 je. Siap tenggelam dlm 'kolam tikus' plak tu... masa bom yg diaorg set tu meletup... mati le plak sume tikus2 tu dgn berkecai2 badan.. mmg x besh. So aku soh Lokman delete aje... Dracula tu sama... pehtu 7 Mummies pun turut mengikut jejak langkah cite2 tadi, sbb bg aku mcm nak tayang body pompuan tu aje plus berbahasa Mexico tanpa ada terjemah. Camne nak paham! Padaaamm...

Aku set jam enset kul 3.30am utk nak bangun goreng ayam... sempat la kan? 3.50 bole makan... bukannye banyak nak goreng... subuh masuk kul 4.25 gitu... tp ade plak makhluk yg tak sabar2 dari time tido siap tego soh pegi goreng ayam. Bila aku ckp awal lagi... tau2 dia sendiri bangun, pegi goreng... cian Lokman, terasa cam dia tak ikut ckp senior :P last2 dia dok goreng keropok... cam nak tebus katanya ....huh. Abeh makan.. rilek2..masa byk lagi le sbb awal sket bgn arini.. slalunya kul 4.00 gitu. Abeh makan, basuh talam... tuang air segelas dlm gelas plastik panjang tu... masuk bilik, nak mulakan balik acara sedut menyedut dari HDD Yaban... sambil pilih cite, sambil teguk air.. masuk setengah.. aku tanya le secara umum... "Weh, da azan ke?.." ade la plak hamba Allah ni jawab.. "Ha..masuk dah..", w/p aku x dengar.. so aku anggap le yg aku teguk tadi tu sbb xtau... renti la kan. Tau2... 5-7 minit lps tu.. baru dengar azan.. ampeh, bergelegak aje ati aku... ni le ada manusia suka buat tau.. skrg ni aku da kekurangan minum air. Bukan nak marah sbb xleh minum air tu.. tp mmg geram sbb ada org yg buat tau. Sampai kita leh terhenti wat mende yg sepatutnya xde masalah nak buat. Susah la...


Usha2 balik.. catatan aku yg lepas pun adalah pd bln 22 Jun... lama dah tu.. 4 bulan tinggal blog neh.. ehekz. Yelahkan, terganggu sini sana.. dan aku ni cerewet gak nak memilih masa nak menulis ni.. sbb aku tulis sekali ngan emosi. So kalo aku rasa xde mood, bkn seperti hati dan perasaan aku yg dok ckp skrg ni, mmg aku xmo tulih la.

Hmmmm.... japz japz... pk balik, apa ye sebelum ni... ostat datang, ziarah... Mat dpt result, JJ ... aku plak tengah tunggu natijah tasfiah... Al-Quran ngan Hadis... hadoi laa.. gabra ooo. Dah le tak kuaq2 lagi.. Bahren pun leh senyap je... isk.. tambah la gabra aku. Aritu masa xm Quran, aku kene utk tasfiah quran thn 3 ... jadi wafid yg ada hanya aku sorang.. lelain sume arab, pastinya kertas soalan aku berbeza... wafid setahun 2 juz aje.. berbanding ngan arab setahun 8 juz. Jadi utk tahun 3.. wafid ghair 3rab ni, dari juz 1 sampai juz 6 aje la... masa aku masuk tu, toleh2, aku sorang aje wafid syukbah syariah. Lelain sume arab. Dah la masa masuk tu tunggu punya lama.. ada la dlm 15 minit baru penjaga tu nak datang... pehtu, bila edar.. elok je dpt, aku truss tengok atas tu.. "Sah! bukan wafid ghair 3rab" ... so aku mintak tuko, aaaa... bising kejap atas ke bawah :D aku tunggu dan disoal beberapa soalan :D ... 15 minit kemudian... kena panggil turun, pusing bilik syuun sume... abeh siap tanya doktor... iyeeeee, aku tasfiah madah quran thn 3 ... Nak kepastian, check balik kat buku natijah kat syu'un... baru puas hati depa... then suruh aku naik.. "Ko tunggu...satgi kertas soalan sampai..." .. panjat le aku tangga tu.. masuk dlm dewan, dok balik tmpt aku tanpa bawa apa2 kertas.. pemeriksa2 tu pakat perati aku, tanya.. "Mana soalan?" ... "Aaaa.. depa kata satgi sampai.." hehehe... sat lagi bagi arab, paham2 aje la.. hampir 20 minit kemudian baru sampai.. kertas yg panas, dan aku yakin soalan tu hanya utk aku :D masa tak ditambah pun... abih sama dgn org yg start awal... biasa dah.. Mesir :P Aku xtau apa natijah dia lagi... ya Allah.. bagi la aku najah, w/p aku mmg nak sangat duduk Mesir lagi setahun.. tp bukan dgn cara tak najah...

Aku ada beli HDD 160 aritu... so, bila da banyak amik maklumat/anime/movies/documentary... aku pk elok le beli DVD writer... survey dlm majalah.. dan survey kat kedai.. maka aku cilok ASUS nye DVD Writer... mmg orait jugak la wat masa ni. Kira nak abeh jugak la DVD 25 keping yg aku beli tu... pilih yg mana aku rasa best.. burn aje. Ni nak beli lagi 25 keping... burn baby burnn..!! Yeargh...

Tapi aaa... berbaloi tau beli DVD ni... dan aku suggest xyah la beli DVD Combo... sbb byk gak le makhluk yg terperangkap dgn perkataan 'combo' ni tanpa tau maksud di sebalik combo tu... setau aku la.. dia adalah CD writer dan boleh baca DVD, tp xleh write DVD... rugi le kan. Beza harga tak banyak dan DVD plak adalah hampir 7x ganda CD. DVD Writer Asus yg aku beli tu pun harganya dlm 3 bulan lepas adalah 280 pound Mesir. Lebey kurang RM200. Dan DVD Writer ni sah2 leh write rewrite CD... masa depan nnt pun aku rasa mende ni akan digunakan dgn lebih meluas... kalo mcm dulu, org guna floppy, tp dlm beberapa tahun kebelakangan yg singkat ni floppy dah ilang kedudukan terus. Bayangkan.. anda takkan rugi dgn beli DVD. Uit.. bukan nak promote aaaa... tp nak jelaskan keadaan aje. Byk member ckp, aler.. duit tak cukup la. Aku mmg paham la bab tu sbb aku pon jenis struggle gak nak dpt duit beli mende ni.. tp apa ruginya kita nak tambah dlm 80 - 90 pounds lagi semata2 nak dptkan satu kemudahan yg mmg akan berguna dgn lebih meluas lagi. Aku ckp gitu sbb korang leh tengok storage skrg ni da makin meningkat pantas... HDD 20GB yg aku beli 6 thn lalu dah TAK WUJUD di pasaran.. underground ada la kot.. tu pon susah. Terpakai punyalaa... 2nd hand ke 4th hand ke.. tak tau laa. 40GB pun sama nasib... skrg ni da makin besar... masa aku nak beli HDD 160 ni pun teragak2 sangat, sbb aku kumpul duit nak beli yg 80GB aje sebenarnya... tp pk la.. harga 80GB ni 280 pounds... 160GB nye.. 380 pounds.. tambah sratus je aku leh dpt HDD yg 2x ganda lebih besar. Pk cara bodo la kan... 80GB+80GB = 280+280 ... bape dah? 560 pounds!! Aler member... waktu xde HDD ... bole la kata, alah, ada HDD besar2 pun bukan nak bubuh apa2 sangat... tu cakap aje time takde. Mcm org takde HP le.. org soh beli utk senang kontek.. di jawabnye.. ala, sapa la nak kontek aku... yelahkan, dah takde hp.. camne org nak kontek.. cuba ada hp. Mestila ada kwn2 nak kontek... ayoyo ramsami... mau pk sendiri la. Tp aku leh kasi pendapat aje la.. nak beli tu hak masing2 la kan... hehe.. janji korang hepi di masa depan :)

Tringat Jehan tanya aku psl nak beli HDD tu.. aku cite kat dia gitu la.. katanya sbb xde duit. Mcm le masa aku beli HDD tu aku byk duit sangat.. gue pun paham keadaan tu la sayang. Pehtu dia ubah plak.. takut virus, virus leh rosak HDD... huyyoo... nasihat ultimate dari aku aaa, kalo xmo kena virus... xyah connect apa2 pd HDD tu... cabut wayar, unplugged, simpan dlm almari. InsyaAllah xde virus masuk. Tp mungkin semut akan wat sarang plak mcm yg jd kat HDD Yuzrim.. mueheheheheheh!!!

Aku dtg Cairo dgn niat nak bayo sewa umah... tp tak terbayar2 lagi... tanya Abbas camne, dia kata alang2 da masuk bulan 10.. tunggu ajela duit dia ngan duit Mat masuk. Aku orait aje, asalkan jgn abang tuan umah tu plak buat hal dah le.

Sorry guyz.. aku ada byk mende yg kdg2 kat umah dok tringat nak tulis... tp bila da bertangguh terlalu lama... idea2 tu pun dah kena makan bubuk.. ehe.. thats all for now.. selama lepak kat CC ni, dgn mempergunakan flash disk 1gb Bad punya tu... aku dah leh copy mcm2 cite.. terutama Bleach dan Naruto fillers yg ampeh tu... arini da sampai siri 198 ... skrg ni dah siri 202, aku nak tunggu sampai 205 je. Kakashi Gaiden!!

Hmmm... nak cari memory card le... Yeh bagi digicam separuh rosak tu kat aku, xpe. Janji leh guna... dpt pree tu kira untung le w/p patah kat bawah tu.. flash xnyala yg mengakibatkan xleh amik pic wktu malam. Dgn 3.1 mp.. cukup le tu.. mp isn't everythin...

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Takyin Da Lepas

Alhamdulillah.. aku da abeh xm. 14hb lagi, last, takyin. Boleh la, pegi kuliah kul 9.30 pagi... takyin start kul 2 lebey... heh, mcm biasa bertapa aje kat kuliah.. dok kat koridor, lepak tepi bangunan, tepi pokok... mcm2. Suasana yg best.. kot? heheh...

Ni aku kat Cairo.. Abbas ajak datang lepas dia abih xm.. dtg 19hb, aku pegi kat In kejap.. anto ubat kutu, nak kasi kat mama... dia kata kepala mama Buthainah banyak kutu. Hehee!! takperla.. asalkan bahagia :D ingat2 tu dlm kul 10mlm tu boleh bertolak ke Cairo la dari Talkha.. tp tau2 Ipin soh tunggu, kul 10.30 baru dia leh datang dari umah Murni.. adeila... so aku ngan Abas tunggu kat kedai kat Taklha tu sambil makan kibdah dan layan bola... x bape besh, Tunis kalah ngan Spain.. uhuh. Kul 11.30 baru bertolak, punyala laju pakcik peugeot tu bawak... kul 1 pg dah sampai Abbud... heh, pegi Ramses.. lawa pemandangan malam2 buta gitu, ngan lampu kuning2, orang pun bz ngan keje masing2... penjual2 kat dataran tu... lawa sungguh pemandangan ke arah masjid Ramses tu... kalo aku ade cam, musti da snap 3-4 keping. Untung jugak leh kuar malam neh... naik van, kul 2pg baru sampai umah Ipin.

Esok tu kuar beli HDD... survey punya survey siang tu. Balik... rehat.. malam tu pegi lain, beli terus. Western Digital aje 160gb. Orait kot? mintak2 gitu la. Aku ni lebih minat ngan Seagate sebenarnya, tp da takde kat pasaran cni, nak wat cemana? Maxtor pun da berkurangan. yg ada pun Samsung ngan WD... xkan nak Samsung? xde lagi aku dengar testimonial sapa2... malas la..

Balik tu aku pegi H10, tido sana pulak.. borak2 ngan geng2.. pehtu aku tepon adek, gayut sejam lebey... moga dia lulus xm nih :) tu pon tepon abeh bateri.. pehtu aku set alarm kul 9.30, sbb pagi tu janji ngan Abbas nak teman dia pegi safarah... tau2 aku jaga dah dekat kul 10, dan alarm x bunyi... why? why? aku check2 rupanya hp aku mampos la... gelap.. aku tekan punat atas tu, dekat 10 saat, haram x nyala jugak. Hisk.. aku dah berdegup, adeihla... jgn ler time gitu wat hal pulak. Mana nak cekau duit cari hp baru! tunggu la aku dpt duit sket lagi.... mcm2 aku wat, last2... mintak tulun alem, pinjam dia nye hp... pegi safarah, sepanjang perjalanan tu aku tido je.. sampai pun, wat urusan... amik borang konvo, aku tulun tulis utk Mat aje sbb aku nye KPP da tolong uruskan. Tunggu mcm biasa, encik Amri dok soal siasat student.. syafawi, takyin... sume kuar la :P pehtu, masa dok tunggu kat kaunter, ade hp sorang ostazah tu bunyik... dengar lagu Complicated, Avril... cayalah!! True Tones plak tu... hehe... mmg best :) to that ostazah, keep on..!!

Kuar tu, Bad ajak pegi amik HDD dia yg dia islah... punya jauh jalan dari safarah tu... siap renti minum air lagi. Dah la tengahari terik... ingatkan dekat aje, mau 4 mahatttah lepas dah :P xpela, member punya psl... hehe. Abih amik.. kami balik H7, singgah nak makan kat Nil... aku baru tersedar masa bas da sampai Raba'ah.. kejut Abas ngan Bad. Mata masing2 kuyu gile... ngantok wey. Masa tuju nak pegi restoran Nil.. aku pasan ade ostazah, tp xdela nak usha, ngan mengantok.. ngan malas nak layan2 ostazah ni. Then, masa dok tunggu order tu.. tepon bunyi... cik CT Massah rupanya.. dan ostazah yg aku nampak tu, dia ler. Hehe.. mana la nak pasan cik CT, sorry ek? lalok lagi masa tu.. heheh.

Lepas makan, sambil rehat jap... ade ostazah tipon Abbas, ape nama ntah. Rupanya bitau diaorg kat Ras El Bar.. pegi ngan Mansurah nye rombongan. Dia bitau masa on the way nak ke sana tu, diaorg tersesat masuk New Damietta City.. kerek je aku dengo. Apa yg terlintas kat kepala aku.. depa ni, kalo nak wat rombongan ke apa.. nape la tak kontek ngan Dumyat nye org, mcm ler takde student msia kat cni... kalo takut kami ni makan orang, exco kan ade.. kontek aje la. Tanya, bitau awal2 nak buat rombongan. Aku cakap cni aaa... kalo sesat on the way ke Ras El Bar tu.. really funny. Boleh di umpamakan.. mcm nak pegi jaulah sekitar Mansurah... nak ke Salam... tp tersesat ke Dirasat.. come on la. Tanya... tanya!! Aku xkan bangkitkan sangat hal ni kalo benda ni kali pertama berlaku... tp ni dah kali ke berapa aku dengar, rombongan mansurah yg nak ke Ras El Bar... sesat. Takut kat kami ke? Lagipun.. kalo nak pegi Dumyat, Ras El Bar tu baru pekan kecil aje... bukan sama mcm penempatan student Msia pun... lagipun, pegi Ras El Bar waktu tengahari rembang, bukan time yg baik la. Nak wat cemana... ikhtilat kot.. fitnah kot.. xleh kot... pemalu kot.. ade reason lain lagi kot... kot...

Friday, June 02, 2006

Thanx Everybody..!!

Alhamdulillah... hmm, perkataan yg baik utk permulaan. Dun U think? Arinih Khamis... semalam aku xm Fiqh Muqaran. Start sejak 21 May aritu... 11 June baru abih, tahriri la. Syafawi ngan takyin xto lagik bila. Usul Fiqh pulak dok tunggu next sunday. Pk2... takde weekend plak kat sini... ehe... bukan sbb tak cuti... sebab semua hari adalah macam cuti bagi aku.. mueheheh!!! tak paham? ehehe... datangla study kat cni :D err... bahaya la cemtu, terikut arus kat sini. Tak bole gitu...

Okeyla.. aku pon taktau bape lama tenet ni bleh bertahan. Sebab slalunya asyik putus aje. Dan ni pun baru bergerak semula lepas 2 bulan "cable not connected". Bayaq free kat Hosam.. nasib kira hari... kalo x, bayo buta.

Agak terkujat jugak bila tengok ada comments kat bawah tu.. sebab aku jarang sesangat nak perati kat comment tu ada ke takde. Selama ni aku tak sangka ada org nak tengok blog ni, yelahkan.. cite psl life aku semata2... dan apa2 aje yg aku rasa nak tulis. Bape kerat aje manusia yg aku bagi add blog nih... tak sampai 10 org rasanya. Tu pun yg nak masuk tengok mesti lagi sikit.. hehehe. Anyway... thanx :) really....

Aku asyik rasa mcm aku slalu sebut dan ulang perkara yg sama bila aku cite psl hal cintan aku.. memori kot. Tp ikhlas cakap, aku pon taktau camne nak luahkan perasaan sebenar yg aku rasa sejak dulu hingga sekarang psl cintan dlm diri aku nih, kat dlm blog ni. Rasanya kalo aku wat cite, novel... bole la kot kalo nak paham. Mcm cite yg aku wat kat Shami dulu tuh... it's about me... tp aku ubah2 laa psl keadaan dan tempat tu... mana taknye.. aku kat sini lagi ha.. tak balik2 Msia lagi.. dah 4 tahun. Ingat kalo Allah izin, aku lulus xm ni... aku nak sambung sikit lagi la, dlm setahun gitu... tu pon kalo keadaan mengizinkan. Ade banyak lagi yg aku nak ready utk diri... tu perancangan aku lah. InsyaAllah.

Korang tau tak apsal bila aku sebut psl hal seseorang yg aku suka tu... aku tersebut sama ngan cite yg lepas? bukan aku nak banding2kan orang tau? xde niat gitu, lagipun mana boley nak banding2 org gitu2 aje, xcept dlm keadaan tertentu la. Sebab.. bagi aku... it's among the best thing that ever happen to me... Aku terputus ngan diaorg pun, bukan sebab aku gado... tp atas segala sebab2 yg memang tak dapat nak dielakkan. Frust? most of the time, yes. Geram, yes. Tp apa nak buat, benda yg dah lepas... redha ajela. Terima, belajar dari perkara yg lepas. Dan harap benda tu tak berulang lagi... dan aku rasa beruntung dpt pengalaman2 gitu dari orang2 yg aku sayangi. Dan aku happy sebab diaorg dapat bersama org yg diaorg sayangi. Aku akan sentiasa hepi if diaorg hepi :)

Nanti aku sambung lagi.... insyaAllah

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Aura Seorang Gadis

Lama jugak la sejak tenet ade prob sikit ngan Hosam ni, dah posa dekat sebulan. Kadang2 tu bila balik Cairo, kalo aku ade masa... sempat jugak la lari pegi bertenet kat CC... tp dah jadi tabiat aku kat sini, pegi CC musti pagi2 buta.. at least kul 1 pagi ke atas. Time tu mmg orang xdela.. x banyak org dah..

Arini dah 7hb.. 16 ni ada takhalluf quran.. tak ready lagi. Huhuhu!! Tp 13 ni ada syafawi quran thn 4... haaa... tak pasal.. adei. Esok nak kene wat sumthin la.. xm start 22hb... abih 11hb.. mintak2 la aku bole ready elok2..

Pk2... lama jugak ye aku tak tulis kat sini. Sesekali jenguk... bukak la amnet, tau2 Vaga dah muncul kembali.. ngeh ngeh... best jugak. Damit musti hepi gile.. hik hik. Terharu jugak sbb dia still ingat kat aku lagi...

Apa ye yg berlaku je kebelakangan ni.... hmm, Pakcik2 datang study kat Markaz Lughah... Abg Al mai... bom kat Dahab... hmm hmm... bz ngan xm ler... kena baca jugak seh, harap yg aku dok ingat dlm paler apa yg study ngan Ahmad aje.

Last week aku pi Cairo jumpa Abg Al... dia ada flight lagi mai cni. Hepi jugak bole tengok sedara2 mai... tp dia tak bape cehat skit. Biasa la berubah cuaca, tp dah keje cemtu kan.. letih sama agaknya. Sampai2 aje dari Dumyat.. terus aku ngan Abbas pegi bank, amik duit dia ngan Mat.. pehtu lajak pi isi perut dulu kat Hardees.. ngap ngap.. rilex sat.. beli buah. Pehtu tahan cab..
"City Star" ... Intercontinental Hotel. Besau dlm tuh... tercari2 jugak dia punya tipon.. tak mcm Marriot la. Penin kejap aku... tu satu hal.. naik lift lagi... takde button mcm biasa.. penin lagi... mcm jakun seketika aku ngan Abbas.. hehehe... tp nasib wat mcm biasa.. nape kita dah tak rasa mcm pelancong lagi ye? sedangkan pelayan kat situ perati kami mcm pelancong... ngeh ngeh.. tu la kelebihan sikit. Hotel tu mmg orait... sembang2 ngan Abg Al... sampai dekat2 kul 1 pagi... ciao ajelah.

Mlm tu aku nak tido H10.. nak jumpa pakcik2 tu sama... kot2 ada kwn2 lain.. Wan ngan Ameq kata nak pi... esok tu baru jumpa... tu pon esok petang tu aku dah nak balik. Sbb banyak lagi aku kena abihkan study kat sini haa... exam cik oiii... mlm tu la aku lari ke CC.... nak tido sebenarnya, tp x ngantuk langsung... yelahkan, tak biasa tido b4 subuh :PPetang tu elok aku nak balik dah, depa tahan makan dulu... pehtu Ameq ngan Wan nak pi sama ke H7, ke umah Perlis, Ameq nak antaq borang zakat... tp aku terpaksa anto ke Msia terus la.. harap xde problem la nnt. Tp nak kena konpem ngan abah jugak la... tanya2 pegawai kat situ nnt... kalo ada prob... naya aku.. pi kat Abbas... dia dok tipon adek dia... peh abih ckp, dia tanya aku nak tipon tak? aku pon sambar ler... sbb nak bitau hal Abg Al sket.. sama tu bleh perabih e-voiz sama... mama ade sebut psl JQOF... aku diam aje. Ntah la... balik Msia kot tengok. Tp borang kemasukan utk bulan Januari nnt dah di edarkan.. tu yg mama tanya tuh. Adeih..

Balik tu singgah Mansurah.. dah ler letih, Asma pulak nak wat makan2 sket utk Abbas.. besday Abbas la 30 aritu.. patut la cite kat aku memori dia. Hehehe. Sambil tunggu tu, aku baring jap atas katil, tau2.. ngan tgh dok pegang teddy bear tu, terlelap ha.. tp tido2 ayam je. Antara nak nyenyak ngan tidak.. Abbas ngan Asma pun dok nyembang... nape la aku tak terlelap terus ye.. isk.. kalo tak, musti segar sikit. Dah kul 11, aku ngan Abbas pun ciao, nak pegi umah cik Noor Siti Massah pulak... masa kat atas bas, cicit bitau kata diaorg nak kuar. AKu targer kul 11 sbb cicit kata nak datang paling lewat dlm kul 11 ke? aku ye ajelah.. tak terlintas pulak ade akhawat nak melewaq lagi time2 cemtu.. tau2 bila sampai umah diaorg, xde pulak... dok dating tak abih lagi.

Hampir aje aku nak balik... sbb mmg banyak kali kami balik lewat cemtu ke Dumyat, mmg susah dpt van.. sampai Dumyat pun dah dekat kul 2 la sayang... sapa nak kuaq pagi2 buta tu, sume org dok tido. Camne van nak penuh? :P Tp bila Massah nye sora jadi lain... pulak cakap ada benda dah... aku pon jd xsampai hati je. Tp aku bitau Abbas... xleh tunggu kat situ... Nape.. nape... sebab aku ni ntah la... ade aura la sikit yg cik Siti Massah ni yg sinonim mcm Cha. laisa tamaman... nos wa nos keda. Dia sebut psl budak laki lain pon aku dah rasa lain, jeles. Apatah lagi kalo aku nampak depan mata ngan ikhwah lain... lagi ler tak betul pulak nnt. Dah la aritu dah jadi konflik... aku takmo lagi la jadi konflik lagi... baik tunggu kat lain. Tak nampak lagi bagus... aku pon heran jugak, tak dpt lari aje dari nak rasa cemtu. Ngan Cha dulu gitu la... lagi rasa nak jauh.. lagi rasa nak bengong skit. Camne.. nasib aku dah tau perasaan tu ngan Cha dulu. Huhu... bila aku ckp aku benci kat dia tu, maksudnya aku cuba nak lupakan, jauhkan... tp xleh.
Ade sumthin yg betul2 menarik aku.. mcm gravity. Aku pon xtau nape... aku dah hampir2 betul nak meluahkan perasaan aku kat Massah aritu, aku dah open abih dah. Siap bagi hint2 baik punya... tp, nampaknya dia tak suka kat aku la.

Hehe. So... sebab tu aku dah stop dah dok pk ke arah tu lagi. Tp kalo jenis aura tu... jgn tanya aku kenapa, aku sendiri mmg rasa tertarik w/p lepas geram gile bila ada sesuatu hal ngan dia. Mcm ngan Cha dulu la... dlm seminggu... 3 hari benci gile sbb marah apa2 la... 2 hari kemudian dah cool balik... lagi dua hari baki tu.. dah jadi rindu... ammaaaa.....!! Cha tau kelemahan aku tu... ampehs... aku bole lupakan, I mean buat sesuatu yg bole lupakan, menyibukkan, buat aktiviti lain... tp once terserempak psl hal yg berkaitan ttg org2 yg ada aura tu... errr, gravity tu datang lagi. Benda2 memori yg boleh mengingatkan orang2 tu berada disekeliling kita.... huhuh... Tadi pon aku mcm nak bitau dia... tp teragak2 jugak. Sebab xmo la kaco org study... pehtu Massah ni jenis ..xpelah, biarla, abaikan ajelah, sudahlah... w/p awal2 conversation mcm beriye2 je nak tahu... tp tengah2 dah cite.. dia mula sebut perkataan2 tu. Ampeh je... camne nak sambung cite kalo org dah mula meluat... apala... aku pon tipon dia sat tadi lepas DC... dok terpk pulak psl hal tu... idea aku bercelaru time tu. Senyap. Last2 dia pon soh aku rehat... yeah... aku xmo letak sebenarnya... sora Massah ni mcm magnet...

Lepas makan tadi... ingatkan nak balik terus dah. Bila dah makan...kena la rilek at least 2 jam. SO mai la sambung kat blog ni... harap bole publish dah. Nak bukak web Ida xleh lagi... apsal ye... nnt tanyalah...

Friday, March 17, 2006

Kat Umah Ipin

Macam biasa... sebelum aku tulis apa2 secara serius.. aku nak test dulu.. kalo benda ni lekat, then baru aku edit dan tulis yg sebenar :)

Okeyy.. memandangkan aku pon dah test, dan terbukti berkesan.. jadi dapatla aku nak tulis kat sini.

Harini aku tak bape dpt menumpukan perhatian... otak aku serabut.. as if problem bertimpa2... sume pasal duit aje. Hmm, mcm meterialistik plak.. dan sesekali aku terasa mcm beggar waktu2 terdesak ni... sesungguhnya aku tak tringin langsung nak buat benda2 cemtu. Tp dah terdesak sangat la kan? Tu la.. kita hanya mampu merancang, tp Allah yg akan menentukan segala. So, ada baiknya aku bersabar dan berdoa agar dipermudahkan urusan.. di samping tu aku harus berfikir secara rasional dengan mencari alternatif yg terbaik utk nak urusankan segalanya dengan berkesan. Yer Faiz... sabar, tenang, fikir elok2... jgn terlupa walau seketika apa yg dibuat adalah dalam perancangan Allah.. mintak padaNya, mintak dengan bersungguh2... pasti ada ruang dalam hak yg sepatutnya...

Sebut psl hak... muhasabah diri balik.. aku dah tunaikan ke tanggungjawab aku sebagai hamba? hmm... datang dan pergi... Jagalah Hak Kamu Kpd Allah, Tentu Allah Akan Menjaga Hak Kamu....well... lets see... selesaikan.

Aku pegi check duit kelmarin dulu, tp cuma USD50 aje yg masuk. Lagi 100 xdapat, so camne aku nak balik Dumyat ni? nak beli kitab, sewa umah, utang Mat... aku terpaksa balik Dumyat dgn kadar segera sbb ada bahas yg aku nak kena siapkan... uhhhh...!! Plak tu aku hanya ada lagi 10 hari nak anto barang2 tu.. well, prob nye adalah DUIT. Yikes!! Aku cadang nak anto kat Kak Salmi 2, kat Lina 2, kat Jess 1, kat mama 1.. so, 6 la kan? Aku kene cepat sbb penghantaran kedua adalah pada bulan 9 pulak. Aisehh...

Aku musti hantar gak neh. Cemana ye.. mana mau cekau nii. Sempat ke dlm 10 hari ni, Ya Allah, permudahkan la urusan aku ni.... amiinnn... dan aku harap berjaya la dlm permulaan ni. Pehtu kak Salmi nak barang tu dengan banyaknya.. so aku kena la kasi percubaan dulu. Dia nak test pasaran.... uh uh...

Ni la manusia, waktu susah baru nak ingat Allah... tempelak sikit..

Aku mintak bantuan In ngan Massah... so, dpt ler jugak ruang camne nak berurusan tu. Tp mungkin aku tak secekap In dlm nak berurusan ni... lagipun mana penah aku buat benda2 cemnih. Kalo rugi... ha, camne camne? tapi... nak niaga, mustila sanggup terima risiko. Cuma yg pasti aku takleh la dok melabur tak tentu hala... ya ya, strategi musti ada... I must do sumthin better than anyone else... sesuatu yg dpt menarik perhatian dengan merasakan berbaloinya depa dpt benda tu... right? Aku harap ada jalan dlm masa seminggu ni... aku pun xleh lama kat Cairo, kalo cemtu la rasanya, dlm masa seminggu ni aku akan balik Dumyat dulu, then aku akan turun balik Cairo la next week.. gitu la kot plan aku 30 saat yg lalu.. heheheh... rabbuna yusahhill...

Ida ada dlm YM tadi... Munzir ada... tp aku da tak dpt nak tumpukan perhatian.. otak aku serabai.. serabut... dok pk mcm2... hik hik... tp takdela teruk sangat. Tak mcm aritu.. dulu... :) yer.. sesungguhnya benarlah 'hanya dengan mengingati Allah jiwa akan menjadi tenang'.... benar sekali..!! :)

Munzir cakap.. besday dia beza 3 hari ngan aku... tak pasan plak... sedangkan aku selama ni dok rasa 2 hari aje.. rupanya besday dia 24hb March.. lolz.. soriler MHR.. absent minded gak aku nehh... aku tringat besday Wadi, so secara automatic aku tringat besday Cha.. yelah, besday depa sama.. 11 march :) dannn... Cha jugak msg aku, dia ucapkan happy anniversary perkenalan aku ngan dia... bape tahun ye? 6 thn? Aku doakan agar diaorg cepat la dpt zuriat :) Sebut psl zuriat, Ana msg aku smlm... luah sikit psl dia ngan baby dia tu... mustila kan.. anak sulung... heh. Dari takde pakwe.. kepada ada pakwe... pehtu jadi tunang.. pehtu jadi suami isteri.. pehtu sampai dapat anak dah pun... hadoii.. kita rasa gembira automatik dpt kwn2 yg cemtu tau!! Tak caye.. cubalah jadi sorang... :) bukannya penyibuk dlm urusan peribadi org... tapi menjadi kawan yg membantu kawannya ketika diperlukan :) that whats I call... true FRIEND :) yahz yahz.. seminggu lagi aku da nak jadi 29... lolz... moga aku ada sesuatu yg boleh dibuat :):) Ya Allah.. jadikanlah aku seseorang yg berguna.. berguna utk Islam, berguna utk diri sendiri, berguna utk orang lain... jauhkanlah aku dari segala perbuatan keji dan maksiat.. samada yg aku terpengaruh, mahupun yg aku tak sedar...

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Answering For Those Doubters Of Islam

OK.. saja aku edit ni, supaya mudah nak baca.. dari atas ke bawah.. utk ni aje la..

Hiya!! I'm back lepas beberapa lama x tulih apa2 kat blog nih. Aku kat Tanta ni, harap2 apa yg aku tulih ni dpt ler masuk ke blog.. yg tensen tu slalunya bila aku tulih panjang2, pk mcm2, ingat balik perkara2 yg berlaku sekitar 2-3 bulan sebelum tu... tau2 masa nak post, xde! ilang! poof!! dissapeared juz like that... bah! Menensenkan diriku aje... huhu..

OK la.. dlm setahun dua yg lalu, aku makin cuba utk mendalami Christian.. sbenarnya dah lama aku ni berminat utk nak tau psl agama lain.. tp susah sikit la nak dpt maklumat. Kebanyakan org2 kita akan cuba utk nak mengelakkan dari berbual topik2 cemnih, as if berbual benda2 ni 'tanpa ilmu yg cukup' bagi diaorg boleh menyebabkan kita terpesong... mcm nak convert ke agama lain. Bagi aku la, kalo kita ni seseorang yg phm perkara asas dlm Islam, xde masalah utk kita nak tau ttg agama lain jugak. Tgk niat la..ada org yg mmg nak kuar Islam, bkn sume cemtuh....NIAT, TUJUAN, MOTIF tu penting. Moga Allah membantu menetapkan hati hati kita semua pada Islam. Aku nak tulih panjang kat sini pun, satgi jadi benda lain plak sbb apa yg aku nak bitau time ni bukan nyer tajuk ni.. tp, kalo x cite.. ada pulak yg akan salah paham kata2 aku tadi.

Selalunyalah, kalo kita cakap mcm aku ckp kat atas tu tadi.. ade org nanti balas, "Ko ni, ingat ko da paham ke Islam tu? .." Hmm... kalo cemtu ler otak kita, sampai bila kita nak tau kepelbagaian ilmu. Teruskan mendalami Islam, ilmunye, hakikatnye, kefahamannya utk di adaptasikan dlm kehidupan harian kita... teruskan.. TAPI di samping tu kita taklah menolak utk nak memahami agama lain gak. Aku x bape cekap utk nak berhujah atau nak berbalas2 dalil. Tapi kalo kita slalu cakap.. agama lain tak betul.. apa buktinya? bole bitau x kat mana yg tak betul? heh... sesama org Islam bole la bitau itu ini begitu begini dgn siap dari dalil Al-Quran dan Hadis... itu sebab kita hanya bergaul dan bercakap2 sama2 kita aje.

Cuba kuar sikit, bercakap ngan org agama Buddha, Christian, Hindu dan lain2... kalo diaorg bertanya ttg perkarta yg sama? rasa2 apa jawapan kita? kebanyakkan dari diaorg mmg sah2 menolak ajaran dari Al-Quran, yelah.. sapa nak amik dalil dari kitab suci org lain utk nak menolak agama sendiri pulak... Al-Quran dan Sunnah merupakan pegangan kita, stick to it. Tu la prinsip diri kita... apa yg kita lakukan, even ketika bersama diaorg ni pun mestila berasaskan prinsip kita sebagai MUSLIM.

Ade gak kwn2 aku yg menjawab serba sedikit.. tp kita tak nampak benda tu lebih luas tanpa berbincang dgn org yg betul dlm perkara tu. Masuk la ngan diaorg, then tengok.. adakah jawapan kita tu cukup utk nak membuktikan segalanya? kalo dpt, alhamdulillah... always remember, hidayah itu milik Allah. Dia bole bagi kat sapa yg Dia nak... kita xleh la nak putus asa, atau rasa nak renti kalo org xmo dgr ckp kita.. ingat kisah Nabi Yunus? Nabi Nuh? ..
Oklah.. phm ttg agama lain ni akan menyebabkan kita bertambah yakin dgn Islam. Alhamdulillah...

Aku mcm biasa dok surf tadi.. dan aku dpt la satu maklumat yg aku rasa elok kalo kita nak share ramai2... persoalan2 yg ditimbulkan oleh penganut agama lain. Kdg2 diaorg nak paham Islam.. kdg2 diaorg bertanya tu utk nak menjawab persoalan yg bermain di minda diaorg sekian lama, cuba kita bayangkan balik membesar dlm agama lain, di didik dgn agama lain... apakah persepsi kita terhadap agama LAIN..... kdg2 ada gak yg mmg saja nak provoke org Islam... well, depends...

MOST COMMON QUESTIONS ASKED BY CHRISTIAN MISSIONARIES AGAINST ISLAM

1. QUR'AN PLAGIARIZED FROM THE BIBLE :

Question : Is it not true that Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) has copied the Qur'an from the Bible?

Answer :Many critics allege that Prophet Muhummad (pbuh) himself was not the author of the Qur'an but he learn it and/or plagiarised (copied or adapted) it from other human sources or from previous scriptures or revelations.

1. MUHUMMAD LEARNT THE QUR'AN FROM A ROMAN BLACKSMITH WHO WAS A CHRISTIAN

Some Pagans accused the Prophet of learning the Qur'an from a Roman Blacksmith, who was a Christian staying at the outskirts of Makkah. The Prophet very often used to go and watch him do his work. A revelation of the Qur'an was sufficient to dismiss this charge - the Qur'an says in

Surah An-Nahl chapter 16 verse 103: "We know indeed that they say, 'It is a man that teaches him,' The tongue of him they wickedly point to is notably foreign, while this is Arabic, pure and clear." [Al-Qur'an 16:103]

How could a person whose mother tongue was foreign and could hardly speak little but of poor broken Arabic be the source of the Qur'an which is pure, eloquent, fine Arabic? To believe that the blacksmith taught the Prophet the Qur'an is some what similar to believing that a Chinese immigrant to England, who did not know proper English, taught Shakespeare.

2. MUHUMMAD (PBUH) LEARNT FROM WARAQA - THE RELATIVE OF KHADIJAH (RA)

Muhummad's (pbuh) contacts with the Jewish and Christian Scholars were very limited. The most prominent Christian known to him was an old blind man called Waraqa ibn-Naufal who was a relative of the Prophet's first wife Khadijah ( r.a.). Although of Arab descent, he was a convert to Christianity and was very well versed with the New Testament. The Prophet only met him twice, first when Waraqa was worshipping at the Kaaba (before the Prophetic Mission) and he kissed the Prophet's forehead affectionately; the second occasion was when the Prophet went to meet Waraqa after receiving the first revelation. Waraqa died three years later and the revelation continued for about 23 years. It is ridiculous to assume that Waraqa was the source of the contents of the Qur'an.

3. PROPHET'S RELIGIOUS DISCUSSIONS WITH THE JEWS AND CHRISTIANS

It is true that the Prophet did have religious discussions with the Jews and Christians but they took place in Madinah more than 13 years after the revelation of the Qur'an had started. The allegation that these Jews and Christians were the source is perverse, since in these discussions Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) was performing the roles of a teacher and of a preacher while inviting them to embrace Islam and pointing out that they had deviated from their true teachings of Monotheism. Several of these Jews and Christians later embraced Islam

4. THE PROPHET LEARNT THE QUR'AN FROM THOSE JEWS AND CHRISTIANS THAT HE MET OUTSIDE ARABIA

All historical records available show that Muhummad (pbuh) had made only three trips outside Makkah before his Prophethood:

-The age of 9 he accompanied his mother to Madinah.

-Between the age of 9 and 12, he accompanied his uncle Abu-Talib on a business trip to Syria.

-At the age of 25 he led Khadija's Caravan to Syria.

It is highly imaginary to assume that the Qur'an resulted from the occasional chats and meetings with the Christians or Jews from any of the above three trips.

5. LOGICAL GROUNDS TO PROVE THAT THE PROPHET DID NOT LEARN THE QUR'AN FROM JEWS OR CHRISTIANS

The day-to-day life of the Prophet was an open book for all to see. In fact a revelation came asking people to give the Prophet (pbuh) privacy in his own home. If the Prophet had been meeting people who told him what to say as a revelation from God, this would not have been hidden for very long.

The extremely prominent Quraish nobles who followed the Prophet and accepted Islam were wise and intelligent men who would have easily noticed anything suspicious about the way in which the Prophet brought the revelations to them - more so since the Prophetic mission lasted 23 years.

The enemies of the Prophet kept a close watch on him in order to find proof for their claim that he was a liar - they could not point out even a single instance when the Prophet may have had a secret rendezvous with particular Jews and Christians.

It is inconceivable that any human author of the Qur'an would have accepted a situation in which he received no credit whatsoever for originating the Qur'an. Thus, historically and logically it cannot be established that there was a human source for the Qur'an.

6. MUHUMMAD (PBUH) WAS AN ILLITERATE

The theory that Muhummad (pbuh) authored the Qur'an or copied from other sources can be disproved by the single historical fact that he was illiterate.
Allah testifies Himself in the Qur'an

In Surah Al-Ankabut chapter no.29 verse 48 "And thou was not (able) to recite a Book before this (Book came), nor art thou (able) to transcribe it with thy right hand: in that case, indeed, would the talkers of vanities have doubted." [Al-Qur'an 29:48]

Allah (swt) knew that many would doubt the authenticity of the Qur'an and would ascribe it to Prophet Muhummad (pbuh). Therefore Allah in His Divine Wisdom chose the last and final Messenger to be an 'Ummi', i.e. unlettered, so that the talkers of vanity would not then have the slightest justification to doubt the Prophet. The accusation of his enemies that he had copied the Qur'an from other sources and rehashed it all in a beautiful language might have carried some weight, but even this flimsy pretence has been deprived to the unbeliever and the cynic.
Allah reconfirms in the Qur'an in

Surah Al A'raf chapter 7 verse 157: "Those who follow the Messenger, the unlettered Prophet, whom they find mentioned in their own (Scriptures) in the Law and the Gospel"
The prophecy of coming of the unlettered Prophet (pbuh) is also mentioned in the Bible in the book of Isaiah chapter 29 verse 12. "And the book is delivered to him that is not learned." [Isaiah 29:12]

The Qur'an testifies in no less than four different places that the Prophet (pbuh) was illiterate. It is also mentioned in Surah A'raf chapter 7 verse 158 and in Surah Al-Jumu'a chapter 62 verse 2

7. ARABIC VERSION OF THE BIBLE WAS NOT PRESENT

The Arabic version of the Bible was not present at the time of Prophet Muhummad (pbuh). The earliest Arabic version of the Old Testament is that of R. Saadias Gaon of 900 C.E. - more than 250 years after the death of our beloved Prophet. The oldest Arabic version of the newTestament was published by Erpenius in 1616 C.E. - about a thousand years after the demise of our Prophet.

8. SIMILARITIES IN THE QUR'AN AND THE BIBLE DUE TO COMMON SOURCE

Similarities between the Qur'an and the Bible does not necessarily mean that the former has been copied from the latter. In fact it gives evidence that both of them are based on a common third source; all divine revelations came from the same source - the one universal God. No matter what human changes were introduced into some of these Judeo-Christian and other older religious scriptures that had distorted their originality, there are some areas that have remained free from distortion and thus are common to many religions.

It is true that there are some similar parallels between the Qur'an and the Bible but this is not sufficient to accuse Muhummad (pbuh) of compiling or copying from the Bible. The same logic would then also be applicable to teachings of Christianity andJudaism and thus one could wrongly claim that Jesus (pbuh) was not a genuine Prophet (God forbid) and that he simply copied from the Old Testament.

The similarities between the two signify a common source that is one true God and the continuation of the basic message of monotheism and not that the later prophets have plagiarised from the previous prophets.

If someone copies during an examination he will surely not write in the answer sheet that he has copied from his neighbour or Mr. XYZ. Prophet Muhummad (pbuh) gave due respect and credit to all the previous prophets (pbut). The Qur'an also mentions the various revelations given by Almighty God to different prophets.

9. MUSLIMS BELIEVE IN THE TAURAH, ZABOOR, INJEEL AND QUR'AN

Four revelations of Allah (swt) are mentioned by name in the Qur'an: the Taurah, the Zaboor, the Injeel and the Qur'an.

Taurah, the revelation i.e. the Wahi given to Moosa (a. s.) i.e. Moses (pbuh). Zaboor, the revelation i.e. the Wahi given to Dawood (a.s.) i.e. David (pbuh). Injeel, the revelation i.e. the Wahi given to Isa (A.S.) ie. Jesus (pbuh). 'Al-Qur'an', the last and final Wahi i.e. revelation given to the last and final Messenger Muhammad (pbuh).

It is an article of faith for every Muslim to believe in all the Prophets of God and all revelations of God. However, the present day Bible has the first five books of the Old Testament attributed to Moses and the Psalms attributed to David. Moreover the New Testament or the four Gospels of the New Testament are not the Taurah, the Zaboor or the Injeel, which the Qur'an refers to. These books of the present day Bible may partly contain the word of God but these books are certainly not the exact, accurate and complete revelations given to the prophets.

The Qur'an presents all the different prophets of Allah as belonging to one single brotherhood; all had a similar prophetic mission and the same basic message. Because of this, the fundamental teachings of the major faiths cannot be contradictory, even if there has been a considerable passage of time between the different prophetic missions, because the source of these missions was one: Almighty God, Allah. This is why the Qur'an says that the differences which exist between various religions are not the responsibility of the prophets, but of the followers of these prophets who forgot part of what they had been taught, and furthermore, misinterpreted and changed the scriptures. The Qur'an cannot therefore be seen as a scripture which competes with the teachings of Moses, Jesus and the other prophets. On the contrary, it confirms, completes and perfects the messages that they brought to their people.

Another name for the Qur'an is the 'The Furqan' which means the criteria to judge the right from the wrong, and it is on the basis of the Qur'an that we can decipher which part of the previous scriptures can be considered to be the word of God.

10. SCIENTIFIC COMPARISON BETWEEN QUR'AN AND BIBLE

If you glance through the Bible and the Qur'an you may find several points which appear to be exactly the same in both of them, but when you analyse them closely, you realise that there is a difference of 'chalk and cheese' between them. Only based on historical details it is difficult for someone who is neither conversant with Christianity or Islam to come to a firm decision as to which of the scriptures is true; however if you verify the relevant passages of both the scriptures against scientific knowledge, you will yourself realize the truth.

Creation of the Universe in Six Days As per the Bible, in the first book of Genesis in Chapter One, the universe was created in six days and each day is defined as a twenty-four hours period. Even though the Qur'an mentions that the universe was created in six 'Ayyaams', 'Ayyaam' is the plural of years; this word has two meanings: firstly, it means a standard twenty-four hours period i.e. a day, and secondly, it also means stage, period or epoch which is a very long period of time.

When the Qur'an mentions that the universe was created in six 'Ayyaams', it refers to the creation of the heavens and the earth in six long periods or epochs; scientists have no objection to this statement. The creation of the universe has taken billions of years, which proves false or contradicts the concept of the Bible which states that the creation of the Universe took six days of twenty-four hour durations each.

Sun Created After the Day The Bible says in chapter 1, verses 3-5, of Genesis that the phenomenon of day and night was created on the first day of creation of the Universe by God. The light circulating in the universe is the result of a complex reaction in the stars; these stars were created according to the Bible (Genesis chapter 1 verse 14 to 19) on the fourth day. It is illogical to mention the result that is the light (the phenomenon of day and night) was created on the first day of Creation when the cause or source of the light was created three days later.

Moreover the existence of evening and morning as elements of a single day is only conceivable after the creation of the earth and its rotation around the sun. In contrast with the contents of the Bible on this issue, the Qur'an does not give any unscientific sequence of Creation. Hence it is absolutely absurd to say that Prophet Muhummad (pbuh) copied the passages pertaining to the creation of the universe from the Bible but missed out this illogical and fantastic sequence of the Bible.

Creation of the Sun, The Earth and the Moon According to the Bible, Book of Genesis, chapter 1, verses 9 to 13, the earth was created on the third day, and as per verses 14 to 19, the sun and the moon were created on the fourth day. The earth and the moon emanated, as we know, from their original star, the Sun. Hence to place the creation of the sun and the moon after the reation of the earth is contrary to the established idea about the formation of the solar system.

Vegetation Created on the third day and Sun on the fourth day According to the Bible, Book of Genesis, chapter 1, verses 11-13, vegetation was created on the third day along with seed-bearing grasses, plants and trees; and further on as per verses 14-19, the sun was created on the fourth day. How is it scientifically possible for the vegetation to have appeared without the presence of the sun, as has been stated in the Bible?

If Prophet Muhummad (pbuh) was indeed the author of the Qur'an and had copied its contents from the Bible, how did he manage to avoid the factual errors that the Bible contains? The Qur'an does not contain any statements which are incompatible with scientific facts.
The Sun and the Moon both Emit light According to the Bible both the sun and the moon emit their own light. In the Book of Genesis, chapter 1, verse 16 says, "And God made two great lights; the greater light to rule the day, and the lesser light to rule the night".

Science tells us today that the moon does not have its own light. This confirms the Qur'anic concept that the light of the moon is a reflected light. To think that 1400 years ago, Prophet Muhummad (pbuh) corrected these scientific errors in the Bible and then copied such corrected passages in the Qur'an is to think of something impossible.

11. ADAM (PBUH), THE FIRST MAN ON EARTH, LIVED 5,800 YEARS AGO

As per the genealogy of Jesus Christ given in the Bible, from Jesus through Abraham (pbuh) to the first man on earth i.e. Adam (pbuh), Adam appeared on the earth approximately 5800 years ago:

1948 years between Adam (pbuh) and Abraham (pbuh) Approximately 1800 years between Abraham (pbuh) and Jesus (pbuh) 2000 years from Jesus (pbuh) till today These figures are further confused by the fact that the Jewish calendar is currently on or about 5800 years old.
There is sufficient evidence from archaeological and anthropological sources to suggest that the first human being on earth was present tens of thousands of years ago and not merely 5,800 years ago as is suggested by the Bible. The Qur'an too speaks about Adam (pbuh) as the first an on earth but it does not suggest any date or period of his life on earth, unlike the Bible - what the Bible says in this regard is totally incompatible with science.

12. NOAH (PBUH) AND THE FLOOD

The Biblical description of the flood in Genesis chapter 6, 7 and 8 indicates that the deluge was universal and it destroyed every living thing on earth, except those present with Noah (pbuh) in the ark. The description suggests that the event took place 1656 years after the creation of Adam (pbuh) or 292 years before the birth of Abraham, at a time when Noah (pbuh) was 600 years old. Thus the flood may haveoccurred in the 21st or 22nd Century B.C.

This story of the flood, as given in the Bible, contradicts scientific evidence from archaelogical sources which indicate that the eleventh dynasty in Egypt and the third dynasty in Babylonia were in existence without any break in civilisation and in a manner totally unaffected by any major calamity which may have occurred in the 21st century B.C. This contradicts the Biblical story that the whole world had been immersed in the flood water. In contrast to this, the Qur'anic presentation of the story of Noah and the flood does not conflict with scientific evidence or archaeologicaldata; firstly, the Qur'an does not indicate any specific date or year of the occurance of that event, and secondly, according to the Qur'an the flood was not a universal phenomenon which destroyed complete life on earth. In fact the Qur'an specifically mentions that the flood was a localised event only involving the people of Noah.

It is illogical to assume that Prophet Muhummad (pbuh) had borrowed the story of the flood from the Bible and corrected the mistakes before mentioning it in the Qur'an.

13. MOSES (PBUH) AND PHARAOH OF THE EXODUS

The story of Moses (pbuh) and the Pharaoh of the Exodus are very much identical in the Qur'an and the Bible. Both scriptures agree that the Pharaoh drowned when he tried to pursue Moses (pbuh) and led the Israelites across a stretch of water that they crossed. The Qur'an gives an additional piece of information in

Surah Yunus chapter 10 verse 92: "This day shall We save thee in thy body, that thou mayest be a sign to those who come after thee! But verily, many among mankind are heedless of Our Signs!" [Al-Qur'an 10:92]

Dr. Maurice Bucaille, after a thorough research proved that although Rameses II was known to have persecuted the Israelites as per the Bible, he actually died while Moses (pbuh) was taking refuge in Median. Rameses II's son Merneptah who succeeded him as Pharaoh drowned during the exodus. In 1898, the mummified body of Merneptah was found in the valley of Kings in Egypt. In 1975, Dr. Maurice Bucaille with other doctors received permission to examine the Mummy of Merneptah, the findings of which proved that Merneptah probably died from drowning or a violent shock which immediately preceeded the moment of drowning. Thus the Qur'anic verse that we shall save his body as a sign, has been fulfilled by the Pharaohs' body being kept at the Royal Mummies room in the Egyptian Museum in Cairo.

This verse of the Qur'an compelled Dr. Maurice Bucaille, who was a Christian then, to study the Qur'an. He later wrote a book 'The Bible, the Qur'an and Science', and confessed that the author of the Qur'an can be no one else besides God Himself. Thus he embraced Islam.

14. QUR'AN IS A BOOK FROM ALLAH

These evidences are sufficient to conclude that the Qur'an was not copied from the Bible, but that the Qur'an is the Furqaan - 'the Criteria' to judge right from wrong and it should be used to decipher which portion of the Bible may be considered as the Word of God.

The Qur'an itself testifies in Surah Sajda chapter 32 verse 1 to 3 : Alif Laam Meem. (This is) the revelation of the Book in which there is no doubt from the Lord of the Worlds. Or do they say, 'He has forged it'? Nay, it is the Truth from thy Lord, that thou mayest admonish a people to whom no warner has come before thee: in order that they may receive guidance." [Al-Qur'an 32:1-3]

Answering For Those Doubters Of Islam : Continue

OK.. continue, banyak neh.. tp semuanya satu muka je sebenarnye: utk referrence aku gak nnt..

2. DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MARY AND MIRIAM
Question : It is mentioned in your Qur'an that Mary was the sister of Aaron (pbuh). Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) who wrote the Qur'an did not know the difference between Miriam the sister of Aaron (pbuh) and Mary the Mother of Jesus (pbuh), the time span between both of them was about a thousand years.

Answer :

1. IN THE SEMITIC LANGUAGES SISTER ALSO MEANS DESCENDANT

The Qur'an mentions in Surah Maryam, Chapter 19 verses 27-28
"At length she brought the (babe) to her people, carrying him (in her arms). They said: 'O Mary! Truly an amazing thing hast thou brought! O sister of Aaron! Thy father was not a man of evil, nor thy mother a woman unchaste!'"
[Al-Qur'an 19:27-28]

Christian missionaries say that Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) did not know the difference between Mary the mother of Jesus (pbuh) and Miriam the sister of Aaron (pbuh). The time span between both was more than a thousand years.

In the Arabic construction of the sentence, sister is also considered as a descendant. Thus, when the people said to Mary, Ukhta Haroon i.e. 'sister of Aaron' it actually means descendant of Aaron (pbuh).

2. SON ALSO MEANS DESCENDANT

It is mentioned in the Gospel of Mathew,Chapter 1 verse 1
"Jesus Christ, the son of David,....".
[Mathew 1:1]

Gospel of Luke Chapter 3, verse 23
"And Jesus himself began to be about thirty years of age, being (as was supposed) the son of Joseph, ....."
[Luke 3:23]

DID JESUS (PBUH) HAVE TWO FATHERS?

What do you call a person who has two fathers? The explanation of the phrase that Jesus (pbuh) was the son of David (pbuh), is that Jesus (pbuh) was a descendant of David (pbuh). 'Son', here means a descendant.

3. JESUS (PBUH) DID NOT DIE

Question : Is it not true that your Qur'an mentions in Surah Maryam, Chapter 19 verse 33 that Jesus (pbuh) died and was resurrected?

Answer : JESUS (PBUH) SAID, "THE DAY THAT I DIE", NOT "THE DAY THAT I DIED"

It is mentioned in Surah Maryam, Chapter 19 verse 33 "So Peace is on me the day I was born, the day that I die and the Day that I shall be raised up to life (again)".
[Al-Qur'an 19:33]

The Qur'an mentions that Jesus (pbuh) said "Peace is on me the Day I was born, the day that I die". It is not stated "the day that I died". It is in the future tense and not in the past tense.

1. JESUS (PBUH) WAS RAISED UP ALIVE

The Qur'an further says in Surah Nisa, Chapter 4 verse 157-158:
"That they said (in boast), 'We killed Jesus Christ the son of Mary, the Messenger of Allah' But they killed him not, Nor crucified him, but so it was made to appear to them, and those who differ therein are full of doubts, with no (certain) knowledge, but only conjecture to follow, for of a surety they killed him not Nay, Allah raised him up unto Himself; and Allah is exalted in Power, Wise."
[Al-Qur'an 4:157-158]

4. JESUS IS "A WORD" OF ALLAH AND A "SPIRIT" FROM ALLAH

Question : Does not your Qur'an mention that Jesus is Kalimatullah "The Word of Allah (swt)", as well as Ruhullah "The Spirit of Allah", indicating his Divinity?

Answer :

1. JESUS (PBUH) "IS A WORD FROM ALLAH" NOT "THE WORD OF ALLAH"

The Qur'an mentions in Surah Ali 'Imran Chapter 3 verse 45
"Behold! The angels said: O Mary! Allah giveth thee glad tidings of a Word from Him: his name will be Christ Jesus. The son of Mary, held in honour in this world and the Hereafter and of (the company of) those Nearest to Allah."
[Al-Qur'an 3:45]

Jesus (pbuh) is referred in the Qur'an as a word from Allah and not as 'the word of Allah'. "A word" of Allah means a message of Allah. If a person is referred to as "a word" from Allah, it means that he is a Messenger or a Prophet of Allah.

2. THE TITLE OF A PROPHET (PBUH) DOES NOT MEAN THAT IT EXCLUSIVELY BELONGS TO THAT PROPHET (PBUH)

Different titles are given to different prophets (pbut). Whenever a title is given to a prophet (pbuh), it does not necessarily mean that the other prophets do not have the same characteristic or quality. For e.g. Prophet Abraham (pbuh) is referred to in the Qur'an as Khaleelullah, a friend of Allah. This does not indicate that all the other Prophets (pbuh) were not the friends of Allah. Prophet Moses (pbuh) is referred to in the Qur'an as Kaleemullah, indicating that God spoke to him. This does not mean that God did not speak to others.

Similarly when Jesus (pbuh) is referred to in the Qur'an as Kalimatullah, "a word from Allah", it does not mean that the other Prophets were not "the word," of Allah.

3. JOHN THE BAPTIST (PBUH) IS ALSO CALLED "A WORD" OF ALLAH

Yahya (pbuh) i.e. John the Baptist (pbuh) is also referred to in the Qur'an as Kalimatullah i.e. a word of Allah in Surah Ali 'Imran, Chapter 3, verses 38-39
"There did Zakariya Pray to his Lord, saying: "O my Lord! Grant unto me from Thee a progeny that is pure: or Thou art He that heareth prayer! While he was standing in prayer in the chamber, the angels called unto him: "Allah doth give thee glad tidings of Yahya, witnessing the truth of a Word from Allah, and (be besides) noble, chaste, and a Prophet of the (goodly) company of the righteous."
[Al-Qur'an 3:39]

4. JESUS (PBUH) REFERRED AS RUHULLAH A SPIRIT OF ALLAH

Jesus (pbuh) also never referred to as Ruhullah "a spirit of Allah" but as a spirit from Allah in
Surah Nisa Chapter 4 verse 171
"O People of the Book! Commit no excesses in your religion: nor say of Allah aught but the truth. Jesus Christ the son of Mary was (no more than) a Messenger of Allah, And His Word, which He bestowed on Mary, and a Spirit proceeding from Him: so believe in Allah and His Messengers. Say not 'Trinity': desist: it will be better for you: for Allah is One God: glory be to Him: (Far Exalted is He) above having a son. To Him belong all things in the heavens and on earth. And enough is Allah as a Disposer of affairs."
[Al-Qur'an 4:171]

5. SPIRIT OF ALLAH IS BREATHED IN EVERY HUMAN BEING

A spirit from Allah does not indicate that Jesus (pbuh) is God. The Qur'an mentions in several places that Allah breathed into the human beings "His Spirit" in Surah Al Hijr Chapter 15 verse 29
"When I have fashioned him (in due proportion) and breathed into him of My spirit, fall ye down in obeisance unto him."
[Al-Qur'an 15:29]

Surah Sajdah Chapter 32 verse 9
"But He fashioned him in due proportion, and breathed into him something of His spirit. And He gave you (the faculties of) hearing and sight and feeling (and understanding): little thanks do ye give!"
[Al-Qur'an 32:9]

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Answering For Those Doubters Of Islam: Continue 2

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5. IS NOT THE QUR'AN WRITTEN BY SATAN?

Question : The Qur'an is not the Word of God but on the contrary the handiwork of Satan.

Answer : In reply to a similar allegation put forward by the pagans of Makkah, that the prophet (pbuh) received the revelations from Satan, the following verses were revealed:

Surah Waqiah, chapter 56 verses 77-80 "That this is indeed A Qur'an most honourable, In a Book well-guarded, Which none shall touch But those who are clean: A Revelation from the Lord Of the Worlds."

Kitabim Maknoon means a book well guarded or a protected book, referring to Lauh-e-Mahfooz in the heaven, which none shall touch except the Mutahhareen. i.e. those who do not have any uncleanliness or impurity or evil like sin. This refers to the angels. The satan is absolutely prohobited.

Thus since it is impossible for satan to come anywhere close to it or touch it, the question of him writing the verses of the Glorious Qur'an does not arise.
It is further mentioned in

Surah Shura, chapter 26 verse 210-212 "No evil ones have brought Down this (Revelation): It would neither suit them Nor would they be able (To produce it). Indeed they have been removed Far from even (a chance of) Hearing it."

Many people have a wrong concept of satan. They think that satan can probably do everything, except a couple of things that God can do. According to them, satan is slightly below God in power. Since the people do not want to accept that the Qur'an is a miraculous revelation, they say that it is satan's handiwork.
If satan would have written the Qur'an, he would not have mentioned in the same Qur'an in
Surah Nahl, chapter 16 verse no. 98 "When thou does read The Qur'an, seek Allah's protection from Satan the Rejected One."

Is this how you feel satan would write a book? Does he tell you; "Before you read my book askGod to save you from me?" There are several verses in the Qur'an which will give enough evidence that satan is not the author of the Qur'an.

In Surah Al Aaraf chapter 7 verse 200 "If a suggestion from Satan assail your (mind), seek refuge with Allah; for He hears and knows (all things).

Why would satan tell his followers, that whenever he gives any suggestions to them, they should seek refuge in Allah (swt) to whom he is an avowed enemy.

In Surah Baqarah, chapter 2 verse 168 "O ye people! Eat of what is on earth, lawful and good; and do not follow the footsteps of the Evil one, For he is to you an avowed enemy."

In Surah Yasin, chapter 36 verse 60 "Did I not enjoin on you, O ye children of Adam, that ye should not worship Satan; for that he was to you an enemy avowed?"

Satan is intelligent, no wonder that he can put this idea into the minds of people that he himself wrote the Qur'an. Compared to Almighty God, Satan is insignificant, and Allah (swt) is far more intelligent. He knows satan's evil intentions and hence no wonder that He has given the reader of the Qur'an several proofs to show that Qur'an is God's word, and not satan's word.
The Bible mentions in the Gospel of Mark, chapter 3, verses 24-26

"And if a kingdom be divided against itself, that kingdom cannot stand."

"And if a house be divided against itself, that house cannot stand."

"And if Satan rise up against himself, and be divided, he cannot stand, but hath an end."